Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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Left in the discontent of her own thoughts and finding the gift of solitude
equivalent with insanity, she sensed a major polarization of her ideas and she
knew that her own civil war was in the making. Two opposing armies were
deployed around the frontline under the scalp of her own head, and each was
trying to intimidate the other in the hope of gaining a painless victory within
the dominion of thoughts. Either from consciousness absconding in a
self-imposed exile in order to avoid conflict, or from finding her true self
usurped by impulses, willessly she drove up to the home of Michael's parents as
lovingly as a Moony. She told them that she was Michael's girlfriend even
though she could have as easily meant the man with the unmemorable name. After
requesting to see Michael, she awkwardly offered the whole family her love even
though none had wished for it. The sentiment had been contrived for the purpose
of breaking the cold silence but thinking onto it now with chagrin she felt
that this foolishness had surpassed any she had done in the past. By her own
estimation she hadn't been foolish since early childhood and the consternation
of it all seemed like being tortured in the pits of hell. This torture lasted
for a couple minutes and then she didn't care about what others had thought or
were now thinking about her. Her life, she told herself, was her own and poised
or plodding, flying or floundering it was her own and no one was worthy of
scrutinizing it. She waited in their living room for nearly two hours until he
at last drove in.
"This woman wants to talk with you Michael," said his mother.
"I know. You called me."
"She wouldn't leave. I didn't want to call the police. I didn't want a scene."
"You told me that," said Michael. "That's fine. Can we have some privacy?"
"Well -- " She then spoke fervently in Italian.
"That's not going to happen," he said in English and then switched to Italian.
Gabriele had already understood little words from the entreaty of Michae'ls
mother like "money" and "bad women" and could extrapolate that mama was worried
about a potential extortion and blackmail of her baby.
"Whatever! I give up," said the exasperated woman in English and then started
to leave.
"I'm pleased to have met you," said Gabriele. "I hope that we can become
further acquainted and that I may one day secure your trust." Her words were
formal and archaic like a nineteenth century novel. If subconsciously done to
impress others, they impressed no one. The woman stared at her with that
apathetic and supercilious hardness that they, who identified wealth as a
unique DNA of a more developed species, always did.
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