Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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On the third day of Christmas he gave to her the reverberating cacophony of
country music, torturing an already queasy stomach that had just experienced
car-sickness earlier that afternoon. From the front row of the concert she
managed to smile without wincing noticeably from this howling through nostrils
via song. The discomfort from her own disingenuousness in maintaining this
coerced smile was as reprehensible as the sound; and yet it was nothing to her
who had seen a decapitation in early girlhood and spoke of it like an
inquisitive little scholar. The bombardment of senseless noise was the stuff
migraines were made of; although fortunately for her none ensued.
On the fourth day of Christmas they were at this new business "of his." There
was a ribbon cutting for this international gourmet supermarket which would
soon be replicated in Japan. He showed her through the aisles and pointed out
every item on the shelves as if the stuff one crammed down his or her gullet
needed such elaboration.
On the fifth day it was Christmas and so they decided to travel around the area
of Eureka Springs. They drove up and down the niveous and tortuous hills in and
out of the town. Tree gazing from the more scenic back roads was his truth
beyond the corporeal greed and ambition of financial enterprises (this world)
and unempirical religion (the make believe world), and she was pleased that he
had it. As his woman, she wanted to nurture a greater purpose in him. As a
somewhat solipsistic being she wanted to stake a purpose in being with him
beyond more intense pleasures of shared experiences which she knew were
erroneously pinned on mutable others instead of the constancy of self. During
this car-bound time she held her loose stomach successfully, stifling its
rebellion through the exertion of will. She again smiled: It was a complaisant
facade of any common soldier.
Then he took her to the town's shoddy replica of the statue of Jesus that was
meant to duplicate the one that stood over Rio de Janeiro. The diminished
Christ didn't have the efficacy of the original since it lacked omnipotent and
sturdy immutability over the natural world and beauty. Still, with a hand
pressed into his, she couldn't help but feel that specious illusion of God
being up there in the sky caring about the ethical decisions of her little
life. Of course, it was all conditioning: the warmth and strength of a man's
hand being transmitted into her own, the sun upon her skin, and, from them, a
glazed, ethereal staring at the statue as if it were radiating blessings upon
her.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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