Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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"Y-e-s!" said Gabriele in a tone of affected romanticism of the trivial,
kicking the air beneath her as his swing lost momentum. She giggled like a
schoolgirl. She reduced her swinging gradually to cessation careful to not just
stop because he had done so. After her feet were dragging and cutting into the
dirt, he pulled out a cigarette to hang in his face.
"I fixed some bacon," he said indifferently after she was equally stagnant and
inert.
"So you did," she responded less zealously.
He didn't say anything but she could read it all the same. He didn't say, "I'm
sorry, but could you go?" He didn't say, "We enjoyed each other's company, I
think." He didn't say, "I've got a relationship, more or less, with my wife
although she doesn't know my other side." He didn't say, "I thought being with
you might make me feel more desire for women, be more romantic, and get her
back into my life again. I hope you don't think I've used you." He did not say
that predominant thought that was in his eyes, "I'm sorry, but could you go,
please?" There would have been a pleading "please" in it if he had been able to
"find the backbone" to articulate his request. There was none of that "stuff"
said among nearly all men from one generation to the next with a few extra
contemporary novelties that saved men from being completely trite. She liked
wordless empathy. It could be shut off at any second like tap water."
"Relationships: they are plural, complicated, and opposing for you, it seems."
Gabriele said this with her hand under her chin as if her lover were an
interview for a dissertation. "Don't be so worried." She smiled. "My fear of
you hunting me down has more merit than any fears you might have of me." She
chuckled at herself. Her mind repeated his laconic words: "I fixed you some
bacon." They began to echo in her mind. "What is this?" she thought. "Does he
want me to think this breakfast of his is my reward for this bit of a roll in
the hay?" She snickered to avoid piercing him with dilating eyes of hate. Then
she smiled at her former professor. It was a contrived smile and although she
hated artifice, in a world of getting one's needs met one needed to behave
insincerely.
"Complicated and opposing, are they? Okay, if you want to look at it that way,"
he retorted. "Well, you can't exactly say that you weren't in Heaven, can you?"
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