Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
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Gabriele could never empirically detect the existence of a second personality
that the girl purportedly had, and as such she could not believe that one
personality came out in manic stages and the other during depression. When the
Rita/Lily person called herself Rita and when she called herself Lily she was
both timid and fragile, and tended to lie or imitate language like a parrot
within her stages of depression. When she called herself Rita and when she
called herself Lily she was even a little timid and fragile within contumacious
manic fun. A month earlier she had contradicted herself by saying that she had
not been sexually abused when she was young and that the patriarchal abuse she
was "always talking about" was infrequent sexual abuse experienced as a
teenager. The abuser was also amorphous: at one time a stepfather and another
time a biological father. Gabriele again thought, "Once didn't she claim that
her mother and father would soon be experiencing their twenty-fifth wedding
anniversary? And yet there is a stepfather? What an interesting little liar."
These contradictions were performed consistently by both of the
"personalities." Furthermore, she talked of enjoyable times that she
experienced with her parents. These times seemed to be ongoing. At any rate she
spoke of them happily instead of looking onto happy but deceased memories
sadly. It didn't appear that emotional trauma or abuse was bedizened as sexual
abuse in a display to get others to empathize with her tattered past. It didn't
seem that she was fabricating a happy family life scenario like someone
extirpating weeds to plant flowers. That would be trauma- induced schizophrenia
that would not be attributed to a manic-depressive who was being prescribed
lithium. She claimed to have had a hysterectomy although neither childhood
molestation nor cancer was claimed as the culprit. Gabriele thought that having
advised Rita to go to a gynecologist once a year for a checkup might have
brought on this comment. Maybe the Rita/Lily person fabricated information to
keep a conversation ongoing. Maybe she needed continual conversation because it
blocked out the moods that were a catalyst for divergent and erroneous
perspectives and ideas. Gabriele's conjecture was that the split personality
was nothing but the Rita/Lily person's own way of justifying why she had shifts
in moods.
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