Tom and Some Other Girls: A Public School StoryVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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Tom and Some Other Girls: A Public School Story
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
and danced about the hall as blithely as any one of her pupils. Those
days were over--for ever over; she would never again know the joy of any
rapid, exhilarating motion. She lifted her hand to wipe away a tear,
hoping to escape observation the while, but, to her dismay, Harold stood
by her side, and his eyes met hers with an expression of pained
understanding. Any reference to her infirmity seemed to distress him so
acutely that the first instinct was to comfort him instead of herself,
and she smiled through her tears, saying in the sweetest tones of her
always sweet voice:
"Don't, please! Don't look so sorry! It was babyish of me, but just
for one moment--I was so fond of dancing, you know, and I had never
realised before--"
"Just so. You realise fresh losses every day. I know what you must
feel. You have not been babyish at all, but most brave and heroic."
Evie sighed. "It's nice to be praised, but I feel as if I don't deserve
it. I am not in the least brave at heart... Sometimes I almost dread
getting strong, for then I shall have to face so much... I'm conceited,
too, for I hate the idea of limping, and being stiff and ungraceful. I
thought I did not care for appearance, but I did--oh, a great deal! It
is a humiliating discovery, and I am trying hard to cure myself, but
pride dies slowly! There was a girl at school who was lame. I used to
be so sorry for her, and yet, compared with other misfortunes, it is a
very little thing. I can still move about and use my faculties. It is
not so bad, after all!"
"Yes," said Harold, unexpectedly. "It _is_ very bad. It is a mistake
to pretend to yourself that it is only a small trial, for it's not true,
and the pretence is sure to break down some day, and leave you where you
were. It is a great affliction for people to be crippled, even when
they are old and have lost their energy; but for a girl like you it is
ten times worse. Don't be too hard on yourself, and expect resignation
to come all at once. I believe the best plan is to face it fully, and
to say to yourself, `It's a big test--one of the biggest I could have to
bear. I shall feel the pinch not to-day only, but to-morrow, and the
next year, and as long as I live. It is going to take a big effort to
save myself from growing bitter and discouraged, but it's worth
fighting, for my whole life hangs on the result. If I can succeed--if I
can rise above infirmity, and keep a bright, uncomplaining spirit'--"
He broke off suddenly, and Evie breathed a quick "Yes, yes, I know! I
feel that too. Thank you so much. It is good to talk to someone who
understands. It helps me on."
"Don't thank me. It is like my presumption to venture to preach to you.
But you have helped me so much that when I saw you in trouble I could
not be silent. I was obliged to do what I could."
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