The next day, being Show Sunday, was spent by the young ladies in
a ferment of spiritual and other dissipation. They attended
morning service at eight at the cathedral; breakfasted at a
Merton fellow's, from whence they adjourned to University sermon.
Here Mary, after two or three utterly ineffectual attempts to
understand what the preacher was meaning, soon relapsed into an
examination of the bonnets present, and the doctors and proctors
on the floor, and the undergraduates in the gallery. On the
whole, she was, perhaps, better employed than her cousin, who knew
enough of religious party strife to follow the preacher, and was
made very uncomfortable by his discourse, which consisted of an
attack upon the recent publications of the most eminent and best
men in the University. Poor Miss Winter came away with a vague
impression of the wickedness of all persons who dare to travel
out of beaten tracks, and that the most unsafe state of mind in
the world is that which inquires and aspires, and cannot be
satisfied with the regulation draught of spiritual doctors in
high places. Being naturally of a reverent turn of mind, she
tried to think that the discourse had done her good. At the same
time she was somewhat troubled by the thought that somehow the
best men in all times of which she had read seemed to her to be
just those whom the preacher was in fact denouncing, although in
words he had praised them as the great lights of the Church. The
words which she had heard in one of the lessons kept running in
her head, "Truly ye bear witness that ye do allow the deeds of
your fathers, for they indeed killed them, but ye build their
sepulchres." But she had little leisure to think on the subject,
and, as her father praised the sermon as a noble protest against
the fearful tendencies of the day to Popery and Pantheism,
smothered the questionings of her own heart as well as she could,
and went off to luncheon in a common room; after which her father
retired to their lodgings, and she and her cousin were escorted
to afternoon service at Magdalen, in achieving which last feat
they had to encounter a crush only to be equaled by that at the
pit entrance to the opera on a Jenny Lind night. But what will
not a delicately nurtured British lady go through when her mind
is bent either on pleasure or duty?
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