“When I returned he was gone. We left the château the same evening for
Paris. Marie scarcely spoke one word during the journey; a fatuous,
stupid indifference to everything and every one had seized her, and she
seemed perfectly careless whither we went. This gradually yielded to a
settled melancholy, which never left her. On our arrival in Paris, I did
not dare to present myself with her at the Tuileries; so, feigning
her ill health as an excuse, I remained some weeks at Versailles, to
endeavor by affection and care to overcome this sad feature of her
malady. It was about six weeks after this that I read in the 'Journal
des Débats' an announcement that, Claude de Lauzan had accepted holy
orders, and was appointed _curé_ of La Flèche, in Brittany.' At first
the news came on me like a thunder-clap; but after a while's reflection
I began to believe it was perhaps the very best thing could have
happened. And under this view of the matter I left the paper in Marie's
way.
“I was right. She did not appear the next morning at breakfast, nor the
entire day after. The following day the same; but in the evening came
a few lines written with a pencil, saying she wished to see me. I
went;--but I cannot tell you. My very heart is bursting as I think of
her, as she sat up in her bed; her long, dark hair falling in heavy
masses over her shoulders, and her darker eyes flashing with a
brightness that seemed like wandering intellect. She fell upon my neck
and cried; her tears ran down my cheek, and her sobs shook me. I know
not what I said: but I remember that she agreed to everything I had
arranged for her; she even smiled a sickly smile as I spoke of what an
ornament she would be to the belle cour,--and we parted.
“That was the last good-night I ever wished her. The next day she was
received at Court, and I was ordered to Normandy; thence I was sent to
Boulogne, and soon after to Ireland.”
“But you have written to her,--you have heard from her?”
“Alas! no. I have written again and again; but either she has never
received my letters, or she will not answer them.”
The tone of sorrow he concluded in left no room for any effort at
consolation, and we were silent; at last he took my hand in his, and as
his feverish fingers pressed it, he said,--“'T is a sad thing when we
work the misery of those for whose happiness we would have shed our
heart's blood.”
CHAPTER X. THE CHURCHYARD
The excitement caused by the mere narration of his sister's suffering
weighed heavily on De Meudon's weak and exhausted frame. His thoughts
would flow in no other channel; his reveries were of home and long past
years; and a depression far greater than I had yet witnessed settled
down upon his jaded spirits.
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