“Not as enemies, however; at least on my side. You may persist, if you
will, in attributing to me wrongs I never inflicted. I can better bear
the imputation, unjust though it be, than involve myself in any quarrel
with one I feel no anger towards. I was in hopes a few hours hence might
have seen me on my way from France forever; but here, or elsewhere, I
will not reply to your enmity.”
De Beauvais made no reply as I concluded, but with his arms crossed, and
head bent down, seemed lost in thought.
“And so,” said he, at length, in a slow, sad voice, “you have not found
the service of the Usurper as full of promise as you hoped; you have
followed his banner long enough to learn how mean a thing even ambition
may be, and how miserably selfish is the highest aspiration of an
adventurer!”
“The Emperor was my good master,” said I, sternly; “it would ill become
me to vent my disappointment on aught save my own demerits.”
“I have seen as slight deservings bring a high reward, notwithstanding,”
replied he; “ay, and win their meed of praise from lips whose eulogy was
honor. There was a service, Burke--”
“Stay, no more of this!” said I. “You are unjust to your own cause and
to me, if you deem that the hour of baffled hopes is that in which I
could see its justice. _You_ are true and faithful to one whose fortunes
look darkly. I respect the fidelity, while I will not follow its
dictates. I leave the path where fame and riches abound; I only ask you
to believe that I do so with honor. Let us part, then.”
“Where do you mean to go, hence?”
“I know not; a prospect of escape had led me hither. I must now bethink
me of some other course.”
“Burke, I am your debtor for one kindness, at least,” said De Beauvais,
after a brief pause. “You saved my life at the risk of your own. The
night at the Château d'Ancre should never be forgotten by me; nor had
it been, if I did not revenge my own disappointed hopes, in not
seducing you to our cause, upon yourself. It may be that I wrong you in
everything as in this.”
“Believe me, that you do, De Beauvais.”
“Be it as it may, I am your debtor. I came here to-night to meet one who
had pledged himself to perform a service. He has failed in his promise;
will you take his place? The same means of escape shall be yours. All
the precautions for his safety and sure conduct shall be taken in your
behalf. I ask no pledge for the honorable discharge of what I seek at
your hands, save your mere assent.”
“What is it you require of me?”
“That you deliver these letters to their several addresses; that you
do so with your own hands; that when questioned, as you may be, on the
state of France, you will not answer as the partisan of the Usurper.”
“I understand you. Enough: I refuse your offer. Your zeal for the cause
you serve must indeed be great when it blinds you to all consideration
for one placed as I am.”
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