It was about nine o'clock of a calm summer evening as I entered
Dublin,--nearly the same hour at which, some ten years before, I had
approached that city, poor, houseless, friendless; and still was I the
same. In that great capital of my country I had not one to welcome
me; not one who would rejoice at my coming, or feel any interest in my
fortunes. This indeed was loneliness,--utter solitude. Still, if there
be something which weighs heavily on the heart in the isolation of
one like me, there is a proportionate sense of independence of his
fellow-man that sustains the courage and gives energy to the will. I
felt this as I mixed with the crowds that thronged the streets, and
shrank not from the inquisitive glances which my questionable appearance
excited as I passed.
Though considerable changes had taken place in the outskirts of the
capital since I had seen it last, the leading thoroughfares were just
as I remembered them; and as I walked along Dame Street, and one by one
each familiar object caught my eye, I could almost have fancied the
long interval since I had been there before like a mere dream. National
physiognomy, too, has a strange effect on him who has been long absent
from his country. Each face you meet seems well known. The traits of
features, to which the eye was once so well accustomed, awake a memory
of individuals, and it is sometimes a moat difficult task to distinguish
between the acquaintance and the passing stranger.
This I experienced at every moment; and at length, as I stood gazing
on the space before the Bank, and calling to mind the last scene I
witnessed there, a tall, strongly-built man brushed close past me,
and then turning round, fixed a steady and searching look on me. As I
returned his stare, a sudden thought flashed upon me that I had seen
the face before; but where, how, and when, I could not call to mind. And
thus we stood silently confronting each other for some minutes.
“I see you are a stranger here, sir,” said he, touching his hat
courteously; “can I be of service to you with any information as to the
city?”
“I was curious to know, sir,” said I, still more puzzled by the voice
than I had been by the features of the stranger, “if Miley's Hotel,
which was somewhere in the neighborhood, exists still?”
“It does, sir; but it has changed proprietors several times since you
knew it,” replied he, significantly. “The house is yonder, where you
see that large lamp. I perceive, sir, I was mistaken in supposing you a
foreigner. I wish you good-evening.” And again saluting me, he resumed
his way.
As I crossed the street towards the hotel, I remarked that he turned as
if to watch me, and became more than ever embarrassed as to who he might
be.
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