“God help me, I have not now one friend in the wide world. When I had
neither home, nor food, nor clothing, he sheltered me, and fed me, and
clothed me, when a single word would have gained him five hundred
dollars, and run me up to the fore yardarm in a wreath of white smoke;
but he was true as steel; and oh that he was now doing for me what I
have done for him! who would have moaned over me,--me, who am now
without wife or child, and have disgraced all my kin! alack-a-day,
alack-a-day!”--And he sobbed and wept aloud, as if his very heart
would have burst in twain.--“But I will soon follow you, Paul; I have
had my warning already; I know it, and I believe it.” At this instant
the dead hand of the mate burst the ligature that kept it down across
his body, and slowly rose up and remained in a beckoning attitude. I was
seized with a cold shivering from head to foot, and would have shrieked
aloud, had it not been for very shame, but Obed was unmoved.--“I know
it, Paul. I know it. I am ready, and I shall not be long behind you.”
He fastened the arm down once more, and having called a couple of hands
to assist him, they lashed up the remains of their shipmate in his
hammock, with a piece of iron ballast at his feet, and then, without
more ado, handed the body up through the skylight; and I heard the heavy
splash as they cast it into the sea. When this was done, the captain
returned to the cabin, bringing a light with him, filled and drank off a
glass of strong grog. Yet he did not even now deign to notice me, which
was by no means soothing; and I found that, since he wouldn’t speak, I
must, at all hazards.
“I say, Obed, do you ever read your Bible?” He looked steadily at me
with his lacklustre eyes. “Because, if you do, you may perhaps have
fallen in with some such passages as the following:--Behold I am in your
hand; but know ye for certain, that if ye put me to death, ye shall
surely bring innocent blood upon yourselves.”
“It is true, Mr Cringle, I feel the truth of it here,” and he laid his
large bony hand on his heart. “Yet I do not ask you to forgive me; I
don’t expect that you can or will; but unless the devil gets possession
of me again--which, so sure as ever there was a demoniac in this world,
he had this afternoon when you so tempted me--I hope soon to place you
in safety, either in a friendly port, or on board of a British vessel;
and then what becomes of me is of little consequence, now since the only
living soul who cared a dollar for me is at rest amongst the coral
branches at the bottom of the deep green sea.”
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