And it seemed as if an answer came. For he stood in the attitude of
one who listens, and the muscles of his face worked as if what was
being said was little to his mind. A dogged look came into his eyes,
and about his mouth. He drew himself further back, as if retreating
before undesired advances. Words came sullenly from between his teeth.
"No, Tom, no--I want none of that. It isn't that I ask; you know it
isn't that."
It appeared as if the overtures made by the unseen presence, unwelcome
though they were, were being persisted in. For Ballingall shook his
head, raising his hands as if to put them from him, conveying in his
bearing the whole gamut of dissent; breaking, at last, into
exclamations which were at once defiant, suppliant, despairing.
"No, Tom, no! I don't want your fortune. You know I don't! All this
time you've been dangling it before my eyes, and all the time it's
been a will-o'-the-wisp, leading me deeper and deeper into the mire. I
was unhappy enough when first you came to me and spoke of it--but I've
been unhappier since, a thousand times. You might have let me have it
at the beginning, if you'd chosen--but you didn't choose. You used it
to make of me a mock, and a gibe--your plaything--whipping boy!
To-night the lure of it has only served as a means to bring us here
together--she and I!--when you know I'd rather have gone a hundred
miles barefooted to hide from her my face. I don't know if there is a
fortune hidden in this house or not, and I don't care if behind its
walls are concealed the riches of Golconda. I'll have none of it--it's
too late! too late! I've asked you for what I'd give a many fortunes,
and you've laughed at me. You'll not show, by so much as a sign, that
you forgive her--now, at this eleventh hour. There's nothing else of
yours I'll have."
In reply, there came again that quiet laughter, with in it that
curious metallic quality, which seemed to act on the quivering nerves
of the two sin-stained, wayworn wretches as if it had been molten
metal. At the sound of it they gave a guilty start, as if the ghosts
of all their sins had risen to scourge them.
From her demeanour, the laugher, diverting his attention from
Ballingall, had apparently turned to address the woman. In accents
which had grown perceptibly weaker since her first entering, she
essayed to speak.
"Yes, Tom, I'll get up. If you wish me, Tom, of course I will.
I'm--tired, Tom--that's all."
She did get up, in a fashion which demonstrated she was tired. The
process of ascension was not the work of a moment, and when she had
regained her feet, she swung this way and that, like a reed in the
wind. It was only by what seemed a miracle that she did not fall.
"Don't be angry--I'm tired--Tom--that's all."
In her voice there was a weariness unspeakable.
Something, it seemed, was said to her--from which, as Ballingall had
done, only in her feebler way, she expressed dissent.
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