"But I didn't send for you to-day, Pinder, to discuss my duty or yours.
I think you're foolish to begin on your own account. I have had it in my
mind for some time back to put you forward in the mill. I'm weary of Sam
Buckley and his drunken ways. He gets beyond bearing. I had thought of
putting you in his place--at a lower wage, of course. 'Twould have been
a big lift for you, but I've had my eye on you, and I think you'd have
done."
Tom's feelings at these unexpected words were of mingled pride,
gratitude, and self-reproach. He had never suspected that his conduct in
the mill was observed by the reserved, self-contained master. He had
done his duty as he conceived it, simply because it was his duty.
He knew, of course, that many of the apprentices shirked their work and
gave as much trouble as possible. In acting otherwise Tom had neither
sought nor expected notice and approbation. He was conscious-stricken
both in that he had attributed Mr. Tinker's reserve to callous
indifference, and in that the first use he contemplated making of his
freedom was to start in what might seem to be a competition with one
whom he knew now to have had his advancement in view.
"I am getting older," continued Mr. Tinker, "As you know I have no son.
I must look for a younger man to take some of the work from my
shoulders. Of late I have felt the constant strain more than I used to.
But, there, it's no use talking, I suppose. I think you're a young idiot
all the same to start as they say you're going to. Take an old man's
word for it, Tom Pinder, business and philanthropy don't mix. Make your
money in trade and give what you don't want yourself in charity, if you
like; but business must be run on business lines. It's some of Ben
Garside's hatching, I expect; but then Ben was always crackbrained."
"I am sure I don' know how to thank you, sir," began Tom.
"Oh! I don't want your thanks. I was looking out for myself as much as
you. Nothing for nothing--that's business you'll find. The question is,
are you content to stop on at Wilberlee or 'gang your ain gate,' as the
Scotch say. Yea or nay, or would you like to think it over?"
Now Tom knew if he consulted Ben, just the advice that Ben would
give--stop on at Wilberlee. He knew also that though Ben would say this
promptly, and to all seeming cheerfully, it would be the shattering of
the brightest dream his friend had ever dreamed. Besides, to fill Sam
Buckley's place would bring him very little nearer--he knew what. No!
he could wait and work, and Tom believed in the future foretold for him
who knows _how_ to wait.
Mr. Tinker took up the indenture, and seemed to read it.
"H'm," he said, more to himself than Tom, "I've signed so many of these
things that I forget what they bind a man to. But it's a mere form."
"I'll burn this now, anyway," he said aloud. "Put it into the stove,
Pinder."
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