Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905Various
History
Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
He interrupted me eagerly, wonderingly, protestingly. “What is that you
say? Mrs. Abbott and her children living? Why, that scoundrel Johnstone
and that she-devil of a nurse swore to Mrs. Johnstone and me that all
three of them were dead and buried!”
Hope came to life again in my heart. It was a mistake, after all, and
this man could and would rectify it. He had been deceived and had
witnessed the document in good faith. I had commenced an apology when he
uttered a violent exclamation, and, holding the backs of his hands in
front of his face, scrutinized his nails with rapt intensity.
His very lips grew livid, the eyes he turned on me were those of a
madman, and, snarling like a wolf, he screamed: “See what you have
done! Look at my nails!” and thrust his pallid fingers forward for my
inspection.
On the polished, snowy surface of every nail was a bright pink fleck
or spot of about the bigness and shape of a ladybug; but I was barely
conscious of these rosy marks on the intense whiteness of the uncanny
things, for I suppose the smart rap of that pistol bullet and this man’s
extraordinary sayings and doings had upset my fairly choleric temper, and
I was literally beside myself with uncontrollable rage and indignation.
“Damn you and your dead nails!” I shouted back at him. “You cowardly liar
and thief, you are Johnstone’s accomplice, and I will tear the truth out
of you if I have to kill you to do it.”
We were glaring at each other like wild beasts, and, before the words
were fairly out of my mouth, we sprang forward, our hands clutching
hungrily at each other’s throats in the fierce desire to strangle which
comes to men and the other brutes that slay when anger and hate have
reached the last and deadly stage. An undercut would have driven him
back, but I wanted his windpipe and he wanted mine, and each of us was
sick to have the other at close quarters, so a blow would not have been
fair play. We were well matched. I was sure of that as we grappled. We
swayed and strained, and I could feel the blood running down my face
when my wound reopened; but the end came quickly, and, as we crashed to
the floor, he was underneath, and my hands flew up eagerly and clenched
under his chin. Ah! the savage joy of it!
But why did he not struggle? What trick was this? Good God, had the fall
killed him? How white he was! And he had been crimson a second ago.
The revulsion of feeling turned me sick. Was I a murderer? I let go my
hold, leaped to my feet and threw a pitcher of ice water on his head and
face. He gasped, opened his eyes and regarded me calmly and quietly. Was
it only a moment ago that those calm, sad eyes had been narrow rims of
blue around intensely black, distended pupils that had in them the dull
red glare of blood-lust? Now they were soft and human, and the light of
sanity was in them.
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