Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905Various
History
Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
“No,” he returned rather sharply, “no; you must hear me, Dorothy. No man
can associate with you long without growing to think of you as a woman
altogether different from others. You are the cleverest woman in London.
You fascinate because you puzzle and mystify men. Even women cannot
resist you. They are attracted to you much as the men are—because they
do not comprehend you, because they find you different. But, Dorothy, my
love for you draws its inspiration from a source wholly unguessed by your
other friends. I love you because you are the one woman in my world who
sees the pathos and the meaning of life—my life and any life that fails
and drowns and dies in the rush and the madness of existence. I have
discovered the real you—the you behind the clever, fashionable, worldly
Mrs. March—and I claim you by right of discovery.”
“Why, Dick, what nonsense!” she cried, with a not very successful effort
to smile down the tears that his searching look and his throbbing words
had brought to those great hazel eyes of hers. “What nonsense! I am
only an ambitious woman of the world, happy in the possession of social
influence. I am hard and cold and calculating—and anyhow, really, dear,
dear boy, you must not think of this any more. I mean it.”
“To some you may seem worldly,” he went on, ignoring her protest; “but I
know you. And I was forgetting to justify myself by telling you that I
now have the right to speak. I am no longer penniless, Dorothy. I am now
in a position to ask you to share my life on the plane to which you are
accustomed. Will you listen?”
“I must not—I cannot—don’t be cruel, Dick,” she answered. “And aren’t you
a bit hard on me when you imply that I would listen to you now, but that
I would not have done so when you were poor? Am I so mercenary?”
“No,” he said warmly; “but I should have despised myself had I spoken
when I had not the means to support you. Dorothy, my love for you began
the night you had that poor Bohemian boy play the violin at your little
party. The idiots who crowded your rooms gambled all the time the
marvelous lad was playing; but I saw you whisper to him when he finished
one sublime number, and noted how his thin, white face lighted up with
gratitude and hope at whatever it was you said to him. Well, you know
he died of consumption in my chambers a few months afterward. Among his
papers I found the letter you wrote him inclosing ten pounds. That letter
revealed you to me. It was glorious! It was you! From that time I have
loved you with a love passing the love of women. Poverty, which until
that time had seemed rather a welcome refuge and protection to me, now
became a hell, for it alone barred me from the hope of speaking to you.
But today I am a comparatively rich man. Dorothy, be my wife.”
“Oh, Dick, Dick, this is awful—don’t!” she cried, shrinking from him.
“Pray, pray, stop—really you must not go on!”
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