Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905Various
History
Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
“I am not sure that Colonel Price is right,” the girl said. “I’ve heard
something of that kind before. I think Colonel Price had an article in
one of the Atlanta papers about it, with a list of old family names. My
father knows little or nothing about his ancestry, but my grandmother
has always said her forefathers were wealthy people. She remembers her
grandmother as being a fine old lady, who, poor as she was, tried to make
her and the other children wear their bonnets and gloves in the sun to
keep their complexions white. But I don’t like to discuss that sort of
thing, Mr. Hillhouse. It won’t do in America. I think we are what we make
ourselves, not what others made of themselves. One is individuality, the
other imitation.”
The young man laughed. “That’s all very fine,” he said, “when it was your
forefathers who made it possible for you to have the mental capacity
for the very opinion you have expressed. At any rate, there is a little
comfort in your view, for if you were to pride yourself on Price’s
theories, as many a woman would, you would look higher than a poor
preacher with such an untraceable name as mine. And you know, ordinary as
it is, you have simply got to wear it sooner or later.”
“You must not mention that again,” Cynthia said firmly. “I tell you, I am
not good enough for a minister’s wife. There is a streak of worldliness
in me that I shall never overcome.”
“That cuts me like a knife,” said Hillhouse. “It cuts because it
reminds me of something I once heard Pole Baker say in a group at the
post-office. He said that women simply do not like what is known as a
‘goody-goody’ man. Sometimes as coarse a man as Pole hits the nail of
truth on the head, while a better educated man would miss and mash his
thumb. But if I am in the pulpit, I’m only human. It seemed to me the
other day when I saw you and Nelson Floyd driving along up the mountain
that the very fires of hell itself raged inside of me. I always hold
family prayer at home for the benefit of my mother and sister, but that
night I cut it out and lay on the bed rolling and tossing like a crazy
man. He’s handsome, Miss Cynthia, and he has a soft voice and a way of
making all women sympathize with him—why they do it I don’t know. It’s
true he’s had a most miserable childhood, but he is making money hand
over hand now and has everything in his favor.”
“He’s not a happy man, Mr. Hillhouse, in spite of his success. Anyone who
knows him can see that.”
“Oh, I suppose he broods over the mystery that hangs over his childhood,”
said the preacher. “That’s only natural for an ambitious man. I once knew
a fellow like that, and he told me he never intended to get married on
that account. He was morbidly sensitive about it, but it is different
with Floyd. He does know his name, and he will, no doubt, discover his
relatives some day. But it hurts me to see you with him so much.”
“Why, he goes with other girls,” Cynthia said, her lips set together
tightly, her face averted.
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