Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905Various
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Tom Watson's Magazine, Vol. I, No. 3, May 1905
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
“He’ll despise me,” she muttered. “He’ll think I am weak like all the
rest, but I am not. _I am not!_ I’ll show him that he can’t—and yet”—her
head sank to her hands, which were folded on the top of the bureau—“I
couldn’t help it. My God, I couldn’t help it! I must have wanted—no, I
didn’t. I didn’t!”
There was a soft step in the hall. The door of her room creaked like the
low scream of a cat. A figure in white stood on the threshold. It was
Mrs. Porter in her nightdress, her feet bare, her iron-gray half-twisted
hair hanging upon her shoulders.
“I couldn’t go to sleep, Cynthia,” she said, “till I knew you were safe
at home.”
“Well, I’m here all right, mother; so go back to bed, and don’t catch
your death of cold.”
The old woman moved across the room to Cynthia’s bed and sat down on it.
“I heard you coming down the road and went to the front window. I had
sent Brother Hillhouse for you, but it was Nelson Floyd who brought you
home. Didn’t Brother Hillhouse get there before you left?”
“Yes, but I had already promised Mr. Floyd.”
The old woman met her daughter’s glance steadily. “I suppose all I’ll do
or say won’t amount to anything. Cynthia, you know what I’m afraid of.”
Cynthia stood straight, her face set and white, her great dreamy eyes
flashing.
“Yes, and that’s the insult of it, mother. I tell you, you will drive me
too far. A girl at a certain time of her life wants a mother’s love and
sympathy; she doesn’t want threats, fears and disgraceful suspicions.”
Mrs. Porter covered her face with her bony hands and groaned aloud.
“You are confessing,” she said, “that you are tied an’ bound to him by
the heart, and that there isn’t anything left for you but the crumbs he
lets fall from his profligate table.”
“Stop!” Cynthia sprang to her mother and laid her small hand heavily on
the thin shoulder. “Stop! You know you are telling a deliberate—” She
paused, turned and went slowly back to the bureau. “God forgive me! God
help me remember my duty to you as my mother. You’re old; you’re out of
your head!”
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