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He leaned toward her, his face tense and pale. As he became agitated
and fell into the position of pleader, she grew calm and regained her
hold on herself. There was a chill poise about her that frightened him.
He felt that if he attempted to touch her she would draw away with
quick, instinctive repugnance.
She turned and looked into his face with cold eyes.
“No, I don’t think I understand. I should think those very things you
mention would appeal to the chivalry of a man even if he didn’t care
for a woman.”
“Do you doubt that I love you?”
“Yes,” she said, turning away; “I don’t think that you ever could love
me or any other woman.”
“Why do you say that?”
She looked out over the grassy slope in front of them.
“Because you don’t understand the first principles of it. When you’re
fond of people you don’t want to hurt and humiliate them. You don’t
want to drag them down to shame and misery. You’d die to save them from
those things. You want to protect them, help them, take care of them,
be proud of them and say to all the world: ‘Here, look; this is the
person I love!’”
Her simplicity, that once would have amused him, now had something
in it that at once touched and alarmed him. There was a downright
conviction in it, that argument, eloquence, passion even, would not be
able to shake.
“And that, Mariposa,” he said, ardently, “is the way I love you.”
“That the way!” she echoed scornfully. “No--your way is to ask me to
destroy myself, body and soul. You ask me to give you everything, while
you give nothing. You say you love me, and yet you’re so ashamed of me
and your love, that it would have to be a hateful secret thing, that
you told lies about, and would expect me to tell lies about, too. I
can’t understand how you can dare to call it love. I can’t understand.
Oh, don’t talk about it any more. It’s all too horrible and cruel and
false!”
Her words still further alarmed the man. He knew they were not those
of a woman swayed by sentiment, far less by passion.
“That’s all true,” he said hastily, “that’s all true of what I said
to you that night in the cottage. Now it’s different. Aren’t you
large-hearted enough to forgive a man whose greatest weakness has been
his infatuation for you? I was a ruffian and you an unsuspecting angel.
Now I want to offer you the only kind of love that ever should be
offered you. Will you be my wife?”
Mariposa started perceptibly. She turned and looked with amazed eyes
into his face. He seemed another man from the one who had so bitterly
humiliated her at their last interview. He was pale and in earnest.
“Will you?” he repeated.
“No,” she said with slow decisiveness, “I will not.”
“No?” he exclaimed, in loud-voiced incredulity and bending his head to
look into her face. “No?”
“No,” she reiterated; “I said no.”
She felt with every moment that their positions were changing more and
more. She was gradually ascending to the command, while he was slowly
coming under her will.
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