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The taking up of experimental work produced a great change in my
personal habits. I have told how already once in my life at Wimblehurst
I had a period of discipline and continuous effort, and how, when I
came to South Kensington, I became demoralised by the immense effect of
London, by its innumerable imperative demands upon my attention and
curiosity. And I parted with much of my personal pride when I gave up
science for the development of Tono-Bungay. But my poverty kept me
abstinent and my youthful romanticism kept me chaste until my married
life was well under way. Then in all directions I relaxed. I did a
large amount of work, but I never troubled to think whether it was my
maximum nor whether the moods and indolences that came to me at times
were avoidable things. With the coming of plenty I ate abundantly and
foolishly, drank freely and followed my impulses more and more
carelessly. I felt no reason why I should do anything else. Never at
any point did I use myself to the edge of my capacity. The emotional
crisis of my divorce did not produce any immediate change in these
matters of personal discipline. I found some difficulty at first in
concentrating my mind upon scientific work, it was so much more
exacting than business, but I got over that difficulty by smoking. I
became an inordinate cigar smoker; it gave me moods of profound
depression, but I treated these usually by the homeopathic method,—by
lighting another cigar. I didn’t realise at all how loose my moral and
nervous fibre had become until I reached the practical side of my
investigations and was face to face with the necessity of finding out
just how it felt to use a glider and just what a man could do with one.
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