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“Last time you did all the talking.”
“Like a fool. Now—”
We looked at each other’s two dim faces. “You’re glad to be here?”
“I’m glad—I’m beginning to be—it’s more than glad.”
She put her hands on my shoulders and drew me down to kiss her.
“Ah!” she said, and for a moment or so we just clung to one another.
“That’s all,” she said, releasing herself. “What bundles of clothes we
are to-night. I felt we should kiss some day again. Always. The last
time was ages ago.”
“Among the fern stalks.”
“Among the bracken. You remember. And your lips were cold. Were mine?
The same lips—after so long—after so much!... And now let’s trudge
through this blotted-out world together for a time. Yes, let me take
your arm. Just trudge. See? Hold tight to me because I know the way—and
don’t talk—don’t talk. Unless you want to talk.... Let me tell you
things! You see, dear, the whole world is blotted out—it’s dead and
gone, and we’re in this place. This dark wild place.... We’re dead. Or
all the world is dead. No! We’re dead. No one can see us. We’re
shadows. We’ve got out of our positions, out of our bodies—and
together. That’s the good thing of it—together. But that’s why the
world can’t see us and why we hardly see the world. Sssh! Is it all
right?”
“It’s all right,” I said.
We stumbled along for a time in a close silence. We passed a dim-lit,
rain-veiled window.
“The silly world,” she said, “the silly world! It eats and sleeps. If
the wet didn’t patter so from the trees we’d hear it snoring. It’s
dreaming such stupid things—stupid judgments. It doesn’t know we are
passing, we two—free of it—clear of it. You and I!”
We pressed against each other reassuringly.
“I’m glad we’re dead,” she whispered. “I’m glad we’re dead. I was tired
of it, dear. I was so tired of it, dear, and so entangled.”
She stopped abruptly.
We splashed through a string of puddles. I began to remember things I
had meant to say.
“Look here!” I cried. “I want to help you beyond measure. You are
entangled. What is the trouble? I asked you to marry me. You said you
would. But there’s something.”
My thoughts sounded clumsy as I said them.
“Is it something about my position?... Or is it something—perhaps—about
some other man?”
There was an immense assenting silence.
“You’ve puzzled me so. At first—I mean quite early—I thought you meant
to make me marry you.”
“I did.”
“And then?”
“To-night,” she said after a long pause, “I can’t explain. No! I can’t
explain. I love you! But—explanations! To-night my dear, here we are in
the world alone—and the world doesn’t matter. Nothing matters. Here I
am in the cold with you and my bed away there deserted. I’d tell you—I
_will_ tell you when things enable me to tell you, and soon enough they
will. But to-night—I won’t—I won’t.”
She left my side and went in front of me.
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