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As I turn over the big pile of manuscript before me certain things
become clearer to me, and particularly the immense inconsequences of my
experiences. It is, I see now that I have it all before me, a story of
activity and urgency and sterility. I have called it _Tono-Bungay_, but
I had far better have called it _Waste_. I have told of childless
Marion, of my childless aunt, of Beatrice wasted and wasteful and
futile. What hope is there for a people whose women become fruitless? I
think of all the energy I have given to vain things. I think of my
industrious scheming with my uncle, of Crest Hill’s vast cessation, of
his resonant strenuous career. Ten thousand men have envied him and
wished to live as he lived. It is all one spectacle of forces running
to waste, of people who use and do not replace, the story of a country
hectic with a wasting aimless fever of trade and money-making and
pleasure-seeking. And now I build destroyers!
Other people may see this country in other terms; this is how I have
seen it. In some early chapter in this heap I compared all our present
colour and abundance to October foliage before the frosts nip down the
leaves. That I still feel was a good image. Perhaps I see wrongly. It
may be I see decay all about me because I am, in a sense, decay. To
others it may be a scene of achievement and construction radiant with
hope. I, too, have a sort of hope, but it is a remote hope, a hope that
finds no promise in this Empire or in any of the great things of our
time.
How they will look in history I do not know, how time and chance will
prove them I cannot guess; that is how they have mirrored themselves on
one contemporary mind.
II
Concurrently with writing the last chapter of this book I have been
much engaged by the affairs of a new destroyer we have completed. It
has been an oddly complementary alternation of occupations. Three weeks
or so ago this novel had to be put aside in order that I might give all
my time day and night to the fitting and finishing of the engines. Last
Thursday X 2, for so we call her, was done and I took her down the
Thames and went out nearly to Texel for a trial of speed.
It is curious how at times one’s impressions will all fuse and run
together into a sort of unity and become continuous with things that
have hitherto been utterly alien and remote. That rush down the river
became mysteriously connected with this book.
As I passed down the Thames I seemed in a new and parallel manner to be
passing all England in review. I saw it then as I had wanted my readers
to see it. The thought came to me slowly as I picked my way through the
Pool; it stood out clear as I went dreaming into the night out upon the
wide North Sea.
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