“I hope he 'll think it all right. I hope this will satisfy him. I trust
it is not too humble, though I mean to be humble. If he's a gentleman,
he 'll think no more of it; but he may not be a gentleman, and will
probably fancy that, because I stoop, he ought to kick me. That would be
a mistake; and perhaps it would be as well to add, by way of P.S., 'If
the above is not fully satisfactory, and that you prefer another issue
to this affair, my address is T. Butler, Burnside, Coleraine, Ireland.'
“Perhaps that would spoil it all,” thought Tony. “I want him to forgive
an offence; and it's not the best way to that end to say, 'If you like
fighting better, don't balk your fancy.' No, no; I 'll send it in its
first shape. I don't feel very comfortable on my knees, it is true, but
it is all my own fault if I am there.
“And now to reach home again. I wish I knew how that was to be done!
Seven or eight shillings are not a very big sum, but I 'd set off with
them on foot if there was no sea to be traversed.” To these thoughts
there was no relief by the possession of any article of value that he
could sell or pledge. He had neither watch nor ring, nor any of those
fanciful trinkets which modern fashion affects.
He knew not one person from whom he could ask the loan of a few pounds;
nor, worse again, could he be certain of being able to repay them
within a reasonable time. To approach Skeffington on such a theme was
impossible; anything rather than this. If he were once at Liverpool,
there were sure to be many captains of Northern steamers that would
know him, and give him a passage home. But how to get to Liverpool?
The cheapest railroad fare was above a pound. If he must needs walk,
it would take him a week; and he could not afford himself more than one
meal a day, taking his chance to sleep under a corn-stack or a hedgerow.
Very dear, indeed, was the price that grand banquet cost him, and
yet not dearer than half the extravagances men are daily and hourly
committing; the only difference being that the debt is not usually
exacted so promptly. He wrote his name on a card, and gave it to the
waiter, saying, “When I send to you under this name, you will give my
portmanteau to the bearer of the message, for I shall probably not come
back,--at least, for some time.”
The waiter was struck by the words, but more still by the dejected look
of one whom, but twenty-four hours back, he had been praising for his
frank and gay bearing.
“Nothing wrong, I hope, sir?” asked the man, respectfully.
“Not a great deal,” said Tony, with a faint smile.
“I was afraid, sir, from seeing you look pale this morning, I fancied,
indeed, that there was something amiss. I hope you 're not displeased at
the liberty I took, sir?”
“Not a bit; indeed, I feel grateful to you for noticing that I was not
in good spirits. I have so very few friends in this big city of yours,
your sympathy was pleasant to me. Will you remember what I said about
my luggage?”
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