He was close to the carriage before he saw Maitland,--indeed, the sight
of Alice, as he drew near, had so entranced him that he saw nothing
else; but when his eyes did fall on her companion, a pang shot through
him as though he had been stabbed. In the raging jealousy of the moment
everything was forgotten but his passion,--his hatred of that man. He 'd
have given his right hand to be able to hurl at him a mortal defiance,
to have dared him to the death. Indeed, so far as the insolence of his
stare could convey his meaning, it declared an open war between them.
Nor did Maitland's attitude assuage this anger; he lay back with a
cool assumption of superiority--an air of triumphant satisfaction--that
seemed to say, Each of us is in the place that befits him.
So overcome was he by passion, that even Alice's invitation to get into
the carnage sounded like an outrage to his ears. It was bitter enough
to cast him off without making him witness the success of another.
Maitland's daring to apologize for him--to explain away why he had or
had not done this, that, or t' other--was more than his endurance could
brook; and as he hurried away from the spot, dashing recklessly down
cliff and crag, and sprang from rock to rock without a thought of the
peril, he almost accused himself of cowardice and cold-bloodedness for
not having insulted him on the instant, and by some open outrage forced
upon him a quarrel from which there could be no retreating. “If I 'd
insulted him before her,” cried he, “he never could have evaded me by
calling me an angry boy.”
“I'll have no companionship with him, at all events,” said he, suddenly
checking himself in his speed; “he shall neither be leader nor comrade
of mine. I 'll get my letter back before it reach him.” With this
resolve he turned his steps back again to the Abbey. Although he knew
well that he must reach the lodge before they could return from their
drive, he hurried along as though his life depended on it The keeper
was out, but Tony dashed into the lodge, and found, as he expected, the
letter on the chimney; he tore it into fragments, and turned away.
The day was already drawing to a close as he descended the little path
to the Burnside, and saw his mother awaiting him in the porch. As
he came nearer, he perceived that she held up a letter in her hand.
“Something important, Tony dear,” cried she. “It is printed at top, 'On
H. M's Service,' and marked 'Immediate' underneath. I have been very
impatient all the day for your return.”
Although Tony's mood at the moment did not dispose him to be on the very
best terms with the world at large, nor even with himself, he felt a
strange sort of vainglorious glow through him at being addressed on a
great square-shaped envelope, “On Her Majesty's Service,” and with
a huge seal, the royal arms affixed. It imparted a sense of
self-importance that was very welcome at such a moment It was a spoonful
of brandy to a man not far from fainting.
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