It was late at night, verging indeed on morning, when Maitland finished
his letter. All was silent around, and in the great house the lights
were extinguished, and apparently all retired to rest. Lighting his
cigar, he strolled out into the garden. The air was perfectly still; and
although there was no moon, the sky was spangled over with stars, whose
size seemed greater seen through the thin frosty atmosphere. It was
pre-eminently the bright clear elastic night of a northern latitude, and
the man of pleasure in a thousand shapes, the voluptuary, the _viveur_,
was still able to taste the exquisite enjoyment of such an hour,
as though his appetite for pleasure bad not been palled by all the
artifices of a life of luxury. He strolled about at random from alley to
alley, now stopping to inhale the rich odor of some half-sleeping plant,
now loitering at some old fountain, and bathing his temples with the
ice-cold water. He was one of those men--it is not so small a category
as it might seem--who fancy that the same gifts which win success
socially, would be just as sure to triumph if employed in the wider
sphere of the great ambitions of life. He could count the men he had
passed, and easily passed, in the race of social intercourse,--men who
at a dinner-table or in a drawing-room had not a tithe of his quickness,
his versatility, his wit, or his geniality, and yet, plodding onwards
and upwards, had attained station, eminence, and fortune; while
he--he, well read, accomplished, formed by travel and polished by
cultivation--there he was! just as he had begun the world, the only
difference being those signs of time that tell as fatally on temperament
as on vigor; for the same law that makes the hair gray and the
cheek wrinkled, renders wit sarcastic and humor malevolent Maitland
believed--honestly believed--he was a better man than this one here who
held a high command in India, and that other who wrote himself Secretary
of State. He knew how little effort it had cost him, long ago, to leave
“scores of such fellows” behind at school and at the university; but he,
unhappily, forgot that in the greater battle of life he had made no
such efforts, and laid no tax on either his industry or his ability.
He tried--he did his very best--to undervalue, to his own mind, their
successes, and even asked himself aloud, “Which of them all do I envy?”
but conscience is stronger than casuistry, however crafty it be, and the
answer came not so readily as he wished.
While he thus mused, he heard his name uttered, so close to him, too,
that he started, and, on looking up, saw that Mrs. Trafford's rooms were
lighted, and one of the windows which “gave” upon a terrace was open.
Voices came from the room within, and soon two figures passed out on the
terrace, which he speedily recognized to be Alice and Mark Lyle.
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