“Don't they care!” cried Skeffy. “Well, then, they have n't been
inhaling this sea-breeze for an hour, as I have. Heaven grant that love
has carried off your appetite, Tony, for I feel as if I could eat for
six.”
CHAPTER XXXII. ON THE ROCKS
It was a rare thing for Tony Butler to lie awake at night, and yet he
did so for full an hour or more after that conversation with Skeffy.
It was such a strange blunder for one of Skeffy's shrewdness to have
made,--so inexplicable.
To imagine that he, Tony, had ever been in love with Dolly! Dolly, his
playfellow since the time when the “twa had paidled i' the burn;” Dolly,
to whom he went with every little care that crossed him, never shrinking
for an instant from those avowals of doubt or difficulty that no one
makes to his sweetheart. So, at least, thought Tony. And the same Dolly
to whom he had revealed once, in deepest secrecy, that he was in love
with Alice! To be sure, it was a boyish confession, made years ago; and
since that Alice had grown up to be a woman, and was married, so that
the story of the love was like a fairy tale.
“In love with Dolly!” muttered he. “If he had but ever seen us together,
he would have known that could not be.” Poor Tony! he knew of love in
its moods of worship and devotion, and in its aspect of a life-giving
impulse,--a soul-filling, engrossing sentiment,--inspiring timidity
when near, and the desire for boldness when away. With such alternating
influence Dolly had never racked his heart. He sought her with a quiet
conscience, untroubled by a fear.
“How could Skeffy make such a mistake! That it is a mistake, who would
recognize more quickly than Dolly herself; and with what humorous
drollery--a drollery all her own--would she not treat it! A rare
punishment for your blunder, Master Skeffy, would it be to tell Dolly
of it all in your presence;” and at last, wearied out with thinking, he
fell asleep.
The day broke with one of those bright breezy mornings which, though
“trying” to the nerves of the weak and delicate, are glorious stimulants
to the strong. The sea plashed merrily over the rocks, and the white
streaky clouds flew over the land with a speed that said it blew hard
at sea. “Glorious day for a sail, Skeffy; we can beat out, and come back
with a stern-wind whenever we like.”
“I 'll anticipate the wish by staying on shore, Tony.”
“I can't offer you a mount, Skeffy, for I am not the owner of even a
donkey.”
“Who wants one? Who wants anything better than to go down where we were
yesterday evening, under that big black rock, with the sea before us,
and the whole wide world behind us, and talk? When a fellow lives as
I do, cooped up within four walls, the range of his view some tiers of
pigeon-holes, mere freedom and a sea-breeze are the grandest luxuries in
creation;” and off they set, armed with an ample supply of tobacco,
the life-buoy of those stragglers in the sea of thought who only ask to
float, but not to reach the shore.
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