It was no use that Tony shook his head and looked despondingly;
there was a hopeful warmth about Skeffy not to be extinguished by any
discouragement. In fact, if a shade of dissatisfaction seemed ever to
cloud the brightness of his visions, it was the fear lest, even in his
success, some other career might be neglected wherein the rewards were
greater and the prizes more splendid. He knew, and he did not scruple to
declare that he knew, if he had been a soldier he 'd have risen to the
highest command. If he 'd have gone to the bar, he'd have ended on the
woolsack. Had he “taken that Indian appointment,” he 'd have been high
up by this time on the Council, with his eye on Government House for a
finish. “That's what depresses me about diplomacy, Tony. The higher you
go, the less sure you are. They--I mean your own party--give you Paris
or St. Petersburg, we 'll say; and if they go out, so must you.”
“Why must you?” asked Tony.
“For the reason that the well-bred dog went downstairs when he saw
certain preparations that betokened kicking him down.
“After all, I think a new colony and the gold-fields the real
thing,--the glorious independence of it; you live how you like, and
with whom you like. No Mrs. Grundy to say, 'Do you know who dined with
Skeffington Darner yesterday?' 'Did you remark the young woman who sat
beside him in his carriage?' and such-like.”
“But you cannot be always sure of your nuggets,” muttered Tony. “I 've
seen fellows come back poorer than they went.”
“Of course you have; it's not every horse wins the Derby, old boy. And
I'll tell you another thing, too; the feeling, the instinct, the inner
consciousness that you carry success in your nature, is a rarer and a
higher gift than the very power to succeed. You meet with clever fellows
every day in the week who have no gauge of their own cleverness. To give
an illustration; you write a book, we'll say.”
“No, I don't,” blurted out Tony.
“Well, but you might; it is at least possible.”
“It is not.”
“Well, let us take something else. You are about to try something that
has a great reward attached to it, if successful; you want, we
'll suppose, to marry a woman of high rank and large fortune, very
beautiful,--in fact, one to whom, according to every-day notions, you
have not the slightest pretensions. Is n't that a strong case, eh?”
“Worse than the book. Perhaps I 'd better try authorship,” said Tony,
growing very red; “but make the case your own, and I 'll listen just as
attentively.”
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