“At last the Prince recovered sufficiently to continue his journey, and
I went down to order a special train to take us up to town the following
morning. By some stupid arrangement, however, of the directors, an
earlier announcement should have been given, and all they could do was
to let us have one of the royal carriages attached to the express. I was
vexed at this, and so was Dollington, but the Prince did not care, in
the least; and when I went to speak of it to Olga, she hung down her
head for an instant, and then, in a voice and with an accent I shall
never forget, she said, 'Ah, Monsieur Darner, it would appear to be your
destiny to be always too late!' She left me as she spoke, and we never
met after; for on that same evening I learned from Dollington she was
betrothed to the Duke Max of Hohenhammelsbraten, and to be married in
a month. That was the meaning of her emotion,--that was the source of a
sorrow that all but overcame her; for she loved me, Tony,--she loved me!
not with that headlong devotion that belongs to the wanner races, but
with a Teutonic love; and when she said, 'I was too late,' it was the
declaration of a heart whose valves worked under a moderate pressure,
and never risked an explosion.”
“But how do you know that she was not alluding to the train, and to your
being late to receive them on the landing?” asked Tony.
“Ain't you prosaic, Tony,--ain't you six-and-eight-pence! with your dull
and commonplace interpretation! I tell you, sir, that she meant, 'I love
you, but it is in vain,--I love you, but another is before you,--I love
you, but you come too late!'”
“And what did you do?” asked Tony, anxious to relieve himself from a
position of some awkwardness.
“I acted with dignity, sir. I resigned in the Household, and got
appointed to the Colonial.”
“And what does it all prove, except it be something against your own
theory, that a man should think there is nothing too high for his
reach?”
“Verily, Tony, I have much to teach you,” said Skeffy, gravely, but
good-naturedly. “This little incident shows by what slight casualties
our fortunes are swayed: had it not been for Max of Hammelsbraten,
where might not I have been to-day? It is by the flaw in the metal the
strength of the gun is measured,--so it is by a man's failures in life
you can estimate his value. Another would not have dared to raise his
eyes so high!”
“That I can well believe,” said Tony, dryly.
“You, for instance, would no more have permitted yourself to fall in
love with her, than you'd have thought of tossing for half-crowns with
the Prince her father.”
“Pretty much the same,” muttered Tony.
“That 's it,--that is exactly what establishes the difference between
men in life. It is by the elevation given to the cannon that the ball is
thrown so far. It is by the high purpose of a man that you measure his
genius.”
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