Toronto by Gaslight: The Night Hawks of a Great City: As Seen by the Reporters of "The Toronto News"Toronto News
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Toronto by Gaslight: The Night Hawks of a Great City: As Seen by the Reporters of "The Toronto News"
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Toronto (Ont.) -- Description and travel
to drown my chagrin. Even at this day, when I look back to that time, I
experience a sense of humiliation and shame that makes me fear to look
my fellow-man in the face. I never yet preached a temperance sermon to
any man; perhaps because I feel I have no right to, but I say to you
that I am firmly convinced that drink deadens everything that is best
in man. Let a young man be distinguished for his domestic affections,
for gratitude, for chivalry to woman, or any other noble quality, and
then let him take to drink, and as sure as night succeeds day piece by
piece these virtues will vanish from his character, and be succeeded
by brutal indifference, selfishness, and weak wilfulness. During these
years my family viewed my decadence with almost silent grief. My mother
would sometimes gently remonstrate with me after I got very bad, but it
appeared as if I could not stay myself. I frequently woke in the morning
and found the clothing and boots, which I knew had been mud-bespattered
almost beyond redemption in the debauch of the night before, brushed and
tidied into respectability once more by my sisters’ loving hands. This
touched me so that I determined to do better, but the resolutions were
mighty sickly ones, and seldom outlived the day. I was six months out
of employment, and during that time did nothing but waste my days in
taverns, sulking about like a criminal until I got enough liquor in me to
make me feel bold. Oh, when I think of that six months my blood boils.
Sometimes I was away from home for two or three days at a time.
ONE NIGHT I GOT “PULLED IN”
by a policeman, and woke up next morning a prisoner in the cells. But
I did not know that fact when I woke up. I was lying on a hard floor,
but that did not surprise me, as I had frequently had that as a waking
experience. I looked about me for a few minutes, and found that I was not
alone in the room. Several other men were lying on the floor. The stench
in the place was sickening. “Where can I be?” I said, and I tried to
recall the events of the night before. Just as I was trying to do so the
chimes of St. James’ cathedral rang out, and like the thrust of a cruel
sword the thought darted through my head, “My God, I’m in the police
cells.”
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