Toronto by Gaslight: The Night Hawks of a Great City: As Seen by the Reporters of "The Toronto News"Toronto News
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Toronto by Gaslight: The Night Hawks of a Great City: As Seen by the Reporters of "The Toronto News"
Toronto News
Toronto (Ont.) -- Description and travel
to every sound of the great building. Through the high dome, off which
the corridors run, even a foot-fall echoes with funereal hollowness.
In the early part of the night the door-bell rang very frequently, and
at every peal my heart rose in my throat. “That must be them,” I kept
repeating, but as each time I was doomed to disappointment I began to
give way to despair. About midnight I lapsed into a peculiar condition
of mind. I was quite awake, but half of the time I thought there was
someone in the cell who, although he said no word, yet I knew to be
sneering at my mental promises of reform. I had not expressed to him any
promise of reform, but I thought he could read what was in my mind, and
he thought me a coward. My anger at this would occasionally rouse me out
of this hallucination, but again and again I lapsed into it. How I hated
this accusing, sneering being whom my distempered fancy had conjured up.
Murder was in my heart towards him. I have thought over my experiences
of that night until I can go through the whole series of my thoughts as
readily as I could through the scenes of some familiar drama.
About an hour after daybreak a bell was rung, which was a signal for
us to get up and dress and tidy up our cells. A procession of male
chambermaids carrying slop-buckets was then started for the yard. This
duty being done, we were marched in to breakfast. I was not hungry, but I
was weak and trembling in every limb. I knew that this was the effect of
want of food, and I determined to eat something whether I felt like it or
not. When I found, however, that
A POUND OF DRY BREAD
and unlimited water and considerable salt was the bill of fare, my
revolted appetite refused to be led into such pastures. As before, my
rations were eagerly seized by my fellow-prisoners.
When Turnkey Allan came in for the working squad after breakfast, he
chose me as a member of it. This frightened me almost to death. I had
visions of men working on the roads in chains, and I said tremulously
that I wasn’t able to work. “Oh, you’ll feel better outside. You won’t
have to work very hard.” So out I went wheeling a barrow with a pick and
shovel in it. The squad were engaged in taking clay out of a bank on the
hill beside the jail, and were wheeling it down to the road. No one who
has not undergone captivity, can understand the feelings of a prisoner.
It was a lovely summer day this, and as I looked from the brow of the
hill up and down the wide-reaching valley of the Don, I could not believe
that I could not obey my own inclinations, but was bound to submit my
goings and comings to the will of the two turnkeys who were in charge of
the squad. I was very weak, and I thought my heart must break.
“Here, B⸺,” said one of the turnkeys named Norris, “take hold of this
wheelbarrow.”
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