Detective and mystery stories; Trent, Philip (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“No,” he said abstractedly, his sense still busy with the music that
had just ended. “I think I knew it the first time I saw you.” Then
understanding of his own words came to him, and turned him rigid. For
the first time the past had been invoked.
There was a short silence. Mrs. Manderson looked at Trent, then hastily
looked away. Colour began to rise in her cheeks, and she pursed her
lips as if for whistling. Then with a defiant gesture of the shoulders
which he remembered she rose suddenly from the piano and placed herself
in a chair opposite to him.
“That speech of yours will do as well as anything,” she began slowly,
looking at the point of her shoe, “to bring us to what I wanted to say.
I asked you here today on purpose, Mr. Trent, because I couldn’t bear
it any longer. Ever since the day you left me at White Gables I have
been saying to myself that it didn’t matter what you thought of me in
that affair; that you were certainly not the kind of man to speak to
others of what you believed about me, after what you had told me of
your reasons for suppressing your manuscript. I asked myself how it
could matter. But all the time, of course, I knew it did matter. It
mattered horribly. Because what you thought was not true.” She raised
her eyes and met his gaze calmly. Trent, with a completely
expressionless face, returned her look.
“Since I began to know you,” he said, “I have ceased to think it.”
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Manderson; and blushed suddenly and deeply.
Then, playing with a glove, she added, “But I want you to know what
_was_ true.
“I did not know if I should ever see you again,” she went on in a lower
voice, “but I felt that if I did I must speak to you about this. I
thought it would not be hard to do so, because you seemed to me an
understanding person; and besides, a woman who has been married isn’t
expected to have the same sort of difficulty as a young girl in
speaking about such things when it is necessary. And then we did meet
again, and I discovered that it was very difficult indeed. You made it
difficult.”
“How?” he asked quietly.
“I don’t know,” said the lady. “But yes—I do know. It was just because
you treated me exactly as if you had never thought or imagined anything
of that sort about me. I had always supposed that if I saw you again
you would turn on me that hard, horrible sort of look you had when you
asked me that last question—do you remember?—at White Gables. Instead
of that you were just like any other acquaintance. You were just”—she
hesitated and spread out her hands—“nice. You know. After that first
time at the opera when I spoke to you I went home positively wondering
if you had really recognized me. I mean, I thought you might have
recognized my face without remembering who it was.”
A short laugh broke from Trent in spite of himself, but he said
nothing.
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