"Diana, this is killing me!" she wailed. "Why should Rupert be treated
as he is? I know I am but a poor creature, that I have been one all my
life--a very coward; but sometimes I think that I must speak out and
protest against the injustice, though I should die in the effort."
"Why, what's the matter?" uttered Miss Diana, whose intense composure
formed a strange contrast to her sister's agitated words and bearing.
"Oh, you know!--you know! I have not dared to speak out much, even to
you, Diana; but it's killing me--it's killing me! Is it not enough that
we despoiled Rupert of his inheritance, but we must also----"
"Be silent!" sharply interrupted Miss Diana, glancing around and
lowering her voice to a whisper. "Will you never have done with that
folly, Edith?"
"I shall never have done with its remembrance. I don't often speak of
it; once, it may be, in seven years, not more. Better for me that I
could speak of it; it would prey less upon my heart!"
"You have benefited by it as much as any one has."
"I cannot help myself. Heaven knows that if I could retire to some poor
hut, and live upon a crust of bread, and benefit by it no more, I should
do so--oh, how willingly! But there's no escape. I am hemmed in by its
consequences; we are all hemmed in by them--and there's no escape."
Miss Diana looked at her. Steadfastly, keenly; not angrily, but
searchingly and critically, as a doctor looks at a patient supposed to
be afflicted with mania.
"If you do not take care, Edith, you will become insane upon this point,
as I believe I have warned you before," she said, with calmness. "I am
not sure but you are slightly touched now!"
"I do not think I am," replied poor Mrs. Chattaway, passing her hand
over her brow. "I feel confused enough sometimes, but there's no fear
that madness will really come. If thinking could have turned me mad, I
should have gone mad years ago."
"The very act of your coming here in this excited state, when you should
be going to bed, and saying what you do say, must be nothing less than a
degree of madness."
"I would go to bed, if I could sleep," said Mrs. Chattaway. "I lie awake
night after night, thinking of the past; of the present; thinking of
Rupert and of what we did for him; the treatment we deal out to him now.
I think of his father, poor Joe; I think of his mother, Emily Dean, whom
we once so loved; and I--I cannot sleep, Diana!"
There really did seem something strange in Mrs. Chattaway to-night. For
once in her life, Diana Trevlyn's heart beat a shade faster.
"Try and calm yourself, Edith," she said soothingly.
"I wish I could! I should be more calm if you and my husband would allow
it. If you would only allow Rupert to be treated with common
kindness----"
"He is not treated with unkindness," interrupted Miss Diana.
"It appears to me that he is treated with nothing but great unkindness.
He----"
"Is he beaten?--is he starved?"
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