And the fears of discovery were not misplaced. Every hour brought its
own danger. It was absolutely necessary that Mr. King should visit him
at least once a day, and each time he ran the risk of being seen by
Chattaway, or by some one equally dangerous. Old Canham could not feign
to be on the sick list for ever; especially, sufficiently sick to
require daily medical attendance. George Ryle ran the risk of being seen
entering the lodge; as well as Mrs. Chattaway and Maude, who _could not_
abandon their stolen interviews with the poor sufferer. "It is my only
happy hour in the four-and-twenty; you must not fail me!" he would say
to them, imploringly holding out his fevered hands. Some evenings Mrs.
Chattaway would steal there, sometimes Maude, now and then both
together.
Underlying it all in Rupert's mind was the sense of guilt for having
committed so desperate a crime. Apart from those moments of madness,
which the neighbourhood had been content for years to designate as the
Trevlyn temper, few living men were so little likely to commit the act
as Rupert. Rupert was of a mild, kindly temperament, a very sweet
disposition; one of those inoffensive people of whom we are apt to say
they would not hurt a fly. Of Rupert it was literally true. Only in
these rare fits was he transformed; and never had the fit been upon him
as on that unhappy night. It was not so much repentance for the actual
crime that overwhelmed him, as surprise that he had perpetrated it. "I
was not conscious of the act," he would groan aloud; "I was mad when I
did it." Perhaps so; but the consequences remained. Poor Rupert! Remorse
was his portion, and he was in truth repenting in sackcloth and ashes.
The other care upon him--supplying Rupert with appropriate
nourishment--brought almost as much danger and difficulty in its train
as concealing him. A worse cook than Ann Canham could not be found. It
was her misfortune, rather than her fault. Living in extreme poverty all
her life, no opportunity for learning or improving herself in cooking
had ever been afforded her. The greatest luxury that ever entered old
Canham's lodge was a bit of toasted or boiled bacon.
It was not invalid dishes that Rupert wanted now. As soon as the fever
began to leave him, his appetite returned. Certain cases of incipient
consumption are accompanied by a craving for food difficult to satisfy,
and this unfortunately became the case with Rupert. Had he been at the
Hold, or in a plentiful home, he would have played his full part at the
daily meals, and assisted their digestion with interludes besides.
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