But they could not. _They_ were enjoying Trevlyn Hold and its
advantages, and Rupert was little better than an outcast on the face of
the earth. Every dinner put upon their table, every article of attire
bought for their children, every honour or comfort their position
brought them, seemed to rise up reproachfully before the face of Mrs.
Chattaway, and say, "The money to procure all this is not yours and your
husband's; it is stolen from Rupert." And she could do nothing to remedy
it; could only wage ever-constant battle with the knowledge, and the
sting it brought. No remedy existed. They had not come into the
inheritance by legal fraud; had succeeded to it fairly and openly,
according to the will of Squire Trevlyn. If the whole world ranged
itself on Rupert's side, pressing that the property should be resigned
to him, Mr. Chattaway had only to point to the will, and say, "You
cannot act against that."
It may be that this very fact brought remorse home with greater force to
Mrs. Chattaway. It may be that incessantly dwelling upon it caused a
morbid state of feeling, which increased the malady. Certain it is, that
night and day the wrongs of Rupert pressed on her mind. She loved him
with that strange intensity which brings an aching to the heart. When
the baby orphan was brought home to her from its foreign birthplace,
with its rosy cheeks and its golden curls--when it put out its little
arms to her, and gazed at her with its large blue eyes, her heart went
out to it there and then, and she caught it to her with a love more
passionate than any ever given to her own children. The irredeemable
wrong inflicted on the unconscious child, fixed itself on her conscience
in that hour, never to be lifted from it.
If ever a woman lived a dual life, that woman was Mrs. Chattaway. Her
true aspect--that in which she saw herself as she really was--was as
different from the one presented to the world as light from darkness. Do
not blame her. It was difficult to help it. The world and her own family
saw in Mrs. Chattaway a weak, gentle, apathetic woman, who did not take
upon herself even the ordinary authority of the head of a household.
They little imagined that that weak woman, remarkable for nothing but
indifference, passed her days in sadness, in care, in thought. The
hopeless timidity (inherited from her mother) which had been her bane in
former days, was her bane still. She had not dared to rise up against
her husband when the wrong was inflicted upon Rupert Trevlyn; she did
not dare openly rise up now against the petty tyrannies daily dealt out
to him. There may have been a latent consciousness in her mind that if
she did interfere it would not change things for the better, and might
make them worse for Rupert. Probably it would have done so.
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