Trimblerigg : $b A book of revelationHousman, Laurence
Religion
Trimblerigg : $b A book of revelation
Housman, Laurence
Clergy -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Satire
Caroline handed him the letters, and as after sorting them through he
seemed in no hurry to open them--Davidina’s she noticed, he put aside
from the rest--she opened, on her own account, the matter wherewith she
was charged.
The Presence had begun to manifest itself again, though not as
powerfully yet, as at the moment which had brought her to her knees and
to conversion. She was moved, feeling very humble towards him; and her
eyes grew full of tears.
‘I am sorry, Jonathan, I have misjudged you,’ she said.
The announcement, though it surprised, rather pleased him; for he saw
plainly by her look that misjudgment was over.
‘How have you misjudged me, my dear?’ he asked.
‘I--I didn’t think you were always quite straight,’ she said.
‘Straight’: the word had a certain sting. It stirred faintly the
slumbers of that small sleeping dog--his conscience, which he was so
accustomed to let lie. Then his sure instinct for defence brought him
gaily to the attack.
‘Oh, yes, I know, my dear child, sometimes you’ve been jealous.’
‘No, no, never really,’ she said, ‘only I know I’m stupid--so, of
course, sometimes--’
At that she left it and returned to her point--the point she had been
wondrously cogitating all day in her slow mind. ‘No, I mean straight in
quite little things. You see, Jonathan, I know now Martin was right. I
haven’t understood you--not properly. And when I say ‘not straight,’ I
mean in such little, little things, that never seemed to matter till
now.’
This was a new experience altogether. Caroline was thoroughly
surprising him. ‘How didn’t you think I was straight?’ he asked.
‘Well, for one thing,’ she replied, ‘I know now that you _do_ take your
cold bath. I thought you didn’t.’
Had Heaven thundered and shaken off the roof, leaving nothing above but
bare sky, Mr. Trimblerigg could not have been more startled than at
those words. To poor honest Caroline, the acceptance of the spiritual
interpretation of what had happened to him meant, meant necessarily
that he had always not merely been good in his own sense of the term,
but done the straight thing--taken his baths, and in all quite small
things told the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
And then, on the top of that, while the shock of it still reverberated
through his soul, Caroline let go the thing she had come to tell him.
‘Davidina is coming,’ she said. ‘Forgive me, Jonathan, I didn’t
understand then. And when you refused to see a doctor I telegraphed for
her.’
‘What did you tell her?’
‘Only that you’d got something the matter with your head. She’s coming
by the late train. It’s nearly due.’
He sat so still that she grew frightened. She reached out a hand and
touched him.
‘Go away,’ he said, ‘let me alone!’
And weeping she got up and left him.
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