Aboriginal Australians -- Government relations; Dunk Island (Qld.); Natural history -- Australia -- Queensland
All this happened years ago. In infancy Soosie had been informally
adopted. She was now a bright, sensible, slender girl, whose full,
melting eyes pleaded for inevitable facial defects, and whose complexion
was very greatly at fault. She grew up more averse from the manners
and moods of her mother than those of us who better understand the
differences of race. To her a black was more abhorrent than a snake.
She loathed the sight of those who came about the place, and would not
defile herself by touching the cleanest--kind-hearted “Wethera,” who had
so nearly interred her, and to whom she was as a princess; “Wethera,”
who was wont to say, “That fella Tchoosie, too flash. Close up me bin
tchuck'm away. Boss he bin catch'm.”
Soosie evaded all possible reference to her kin, and when others spoke
in sympathetic terms would say: “How can you bear to think of those
horrible people who live in dirt and only half dressed in the bush? I
love the scrub, and but for them would like to wander in it all day. I
dare not while they are about, for some day one of them might touch me,
and I would never feel clean again.”
We often wondered at the irreconcilable attitude which Soosie (she was
always “Miss Soosie” to all but members of the household) adopted to her
own race, for she well understood where she had been born and the manner
of her salvation from imminent death.
Though no special training had been hers, none of the domestic arts were
unknown to her. She acquired them with ease and practised them with the
air of a dignified princess and neat-handed facility. While the other
children of the house stewed over lessons and rebelled against essential
tasks, to Soosie everything seemed to make for holiday. She read
voraciously, so that her application of English became so keen that she
was the first to detect verbal dissonances. She, the youngest of two
girls and a boy, would often correct their speech, not as a budding
pedant, but because her ears were delicately attuned to the music of the
tongue and could not, without offence, hearken to discords. She was an
affected prude. Her self-chosen style of dress, her pose, her disdainful
airs, her repugnance to coarse work, her inclination towards occupations
and pastimes which involved isolation, showed that self-consciousness
ruled her life. She lived within herself, and her life was gentle,
contrasting with the boisterous playfulness of her foster sisters and
brother, upon whose romps she smiled indulgently, but in which she
never took part. In her own estimation she was a girl quite out of the
ordinary, and one to whom the most honoured of guests must be polite, if
not deferential. She exacted little niceties of demeanour from all,
her equals and inferiors, for was she not treated as a daughter of the
house? Often, however, in her preoccupied moods would she assume an air
of detachment and jealousy towards the other children, for she could not
but contrast herself with them.
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