Aboriginal Australians -- Government relations; Dunk Island (Qld.); Natural history -- Australia -- Queensland
When Soosie was fourteen there came to the neighbourhood a hardy young
fellow who began to clear a small area of jungle land; for civilisation,
which had been marking time for nigh upon two decades, now marched
slowly, and to no throb of drum, in our direction. Times were changing,
and in some details less desirable conditions arose. The infinite
privacy of the bush suffered. The little clearing was no longer our own.
Soosie's demeanour became more reposeful. She had seemed to think that
it might be her fate, in common with others, to become a ward of the
State at some mission-station; but as settlement advanced, though still
miles away, for we were the furthest out, and no interfering guardian of
the peace came to enforce officialdom and insist upon obedience to the
letter of the law, it was comforting to reflect that this unofficial
daughter might be permitted to live out her life unhampered even by the
goodwill expressed, in the first stages, by the visit of a policeman.
Her presence was necessary, not only on account of her amiable
disposition and self-sacrificing ways, but for the actual load she bore
of the duties of a quiet home. We had failed, however, to take into
calculation the chances of another means of separation. There was now
no disguising the fact that our new neighbour, Dan, was casting sheep's
eyes in Soosie's direction, and to her evident dismay. It was of little
avail to upbraid him as to the unseemliness of attachment to a girl who,
however civilised, was of inferior race and despised colour. He frankly
confessed that he wanted a wife as a companion and helpmeet; that he
could not hope, in consideration of his own lowly birth and slender
means and uphill task, to induce a white girl to halve his loneliness.
He had studied Soosie, and was sure that she was his superior except
in matter of colour. She was far better schooled and had been used to
softer life.
“What,” he asked, “don't you and the Missis and Miss Clare and Fan, and
Bob, here, love her? You couldn't help it; and you are not ashamed. You
treat her as your own child. It would be no sin for me to take her as my
own wife. If she'll have me I'll marry her before the best parson in
the North. What of her complexion? It's only a little more sunburnt than
mine.”
But Soosie was shy--more than shy. Her sensitiveness amounted to
physical repulsion. She declared that, though she liked Dan, she would
never marry.
“I do feel in my heart that I am nothing more than a black girl, and
almost a savage. What if some day the horrible part of me got stronger,
and I did go to the mountain by myself? I have heard you say that blood
will tell. Often I am frightened of myself, especially when the nights
are very still and I listen to the scrub hens chuckling and the flying
foxes squealing, and smell the scents of the scrub. It must be very
nice to live away from everybody in the very loneliest part of the big
mountain, and to feel at home with actually wild things.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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