True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas HughesHughes, Thomas
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True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes
Hughes, Thomas
Conduct of life
As he passed from the narrowest part of the Strand into the space
round St. Clement Danes’ church, he was startled, in a momentary lull
of the uproar, by the sound of chiming bells. He slackened his pace to
listen; but a huge van lumbered by, shaking the houses on both sides,
and drowning all sounds but its own rattle; and then he found himself
suddenly immersed in a crowd, vociferating and gesticulating round a
policeman, who was conveying a woman towards the station-house. He
shouldered through it—another lull came, and with it the same slow,
gentle, calm cadence of chiming bells. Again and again he caught it as
he passed on to Temple Bar; whenever the roar subsided the notes of the
old hymn-tune came dropping down on him like balm from the air. If the
ancient benefactor who caused the bells of St. Clement Danes’ church to
be arranged to play that chime so many times a day is allowed to hover
round the steeple at such times, to watch the effect of his benefaction
on posterity, he must have been well satisfied on that evening. Tom
passed under the Bar, and turned into the Temple another man, softened
again, and in his right mind.
“There’s always a voice saying the right thing to you somewhere, if
you’ll only listen for it,” he thought.
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“It was because you were out of sorts with the world, smarting with
the wrongs you saw on every side, struggling after something better
and higher, and siding and sympathizing with the poor and weak, that
I loved you. We should never have been here, dear, if you had been a
young gentleman satisfied with himself and the world, and likely to get
on well in society.”
“Ah, Mary, it’s all very well for a man. It’s a man’s business. But why
is a woman’s life to be made wretched? Why should you be dragged into
all my perplexities, and doubts, and dreams, and struggles?”
“And why should I not?”
“Life should be all bright and beautiful to a woman. It is every man’s
duty to shield her from all that can vex, or pain, or soil.”
“But have women different souls from men?”
“God forbid!”
“Then are we not fit to share your highest hopes?”
“To share our highest hopes! Yes, when we have any. But the mire and
clay where one sticks fast over and over again, with no high hopes or
high anything else in sight—a man must be a selfish brute to bring one
he pretends to love into all that.”
“Now, Tom,” she said almost solemnly, “you are not true to yourself.
Would you, part with your own deepest convictions? Would you if you
could, go back to the time when you cared for and thought about none of
these things?”
“He thought a minute, and then, pressing her hand, said:
“No, dearest, I would not. The consciousness of the darkness in one
and around one brings the longing for light. And then the light dawns;
through mist and fog, perhaps, but enough to pick one’s way by.” He
stopped a moment, and then added, “and shines ever brighter unto
the-perfect day. Yes, I begin to know it.”
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