True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas HughesHughes, Thomas
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True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes
Hughes, Thomas
Conduct of life
“I don’t know how long I was in that state. For more than a day, I
know; for I was quite conscious, and lived my outer life all the time,
and took my medicines, and spoke to my mother, and heard what they
said. But I didn’t take much note of time; I thought time was over
for me, and that that tomb was what was beyond. Well, on last Sunday
morning, as I seemed to lie in that tomb, alone, as I thought, for
ever and ever, the black, dead wall was cleft in two, and I was caught
up and borne through into the light by some great power, some living,
mighty spirit. Tom, do you remember the living creatures and the wheels
in Ezekiel? It was just like that: ‘when they went I heard the noise
of their wings, like the noise of great waters, as the voice of the
Almighty, the voice of speech, as the noise of an host; when they stood
they let down their wings’—‘and they went every one straight forward;
whither the spirit was to go they went, and they turned not when they
went.’ And we rushed through the bright air, which was full of myriads
of living creatures, and paused on the brink of a great river. And the
power held me up, and I knew that great river was the grave, and death
dwelt there; but not the death I had met in the black tomb—that I felt
was gone forever. For on the other bank of the great river I saw men
and women and children rising up pure and bright, and the tears were
wiped from their eyes, and they put on glory and strength, and all
weariness and pain fell away. And beyond were a multitude which no man
could number, and they worked at some great work; and they who rose
from the river went on and joined them in the work. They all worked,
and each worked in a different way, but all at the same work. And I saw
there my father, and the men in the old town whom I knew when I was
a child; many a hard, stern man, who never came to church, and whom
they called atheist and infidel. There they were, side by side with my
father, whom I had seen toil and die for them, and women and little
children, and the seal was on the foreheads of all. And I longed to see
what the work was, and could not; so I tried to plunge in the river,
for I thought I would join them, but I could not. Then I looked about
to see how they got into the river. And this I could not see, but I
saw myriads on this side, and they too worked, and I knew that it was
the same work; and the same seal was on their foreheads. And though
I saw there was toil and anguish in the work of these, and that most
that were working were blind and feeble, yet I longed no more to plunge
into the river, but more and more to know what the work was. And as I
looked I saw my mother and my sisters, and I saw the Doctor, and you,
Tom, and hundreds more whom I knew; and at last I saw myself, too, and
I was toiling and doing ever so little a piece of the great work. Then
it all melted away, and the power left me, and as it left me I thought
I heard a voice say, ‘The vision is for an appointed time; though it
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