True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas HughesHughes, Thomas
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True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes
Hughes, Thomas
Conduct of life
Tom couldn’t stand being put down so summarily, and fought over the
ground from one country to another, from Rome to the United States,
with all the arguments he could muster, but with little success. That
unfortunate first admission of his, he felt it throughout, like a
mill-stone round his neck, and could not help admitting to himself,
when he left, that there was a good deal in Hardy’s concluding remark:
“You’ll find it rather a tough business to get your ‘universal
democracy,’ and ‘government by the wisest,’ to pull together in one
coach.”
Notwithstanding all such occasional reverses and cold baths, however,
Tom went on strengthening himself in his new opinions, and maintaining
them with all the zeal of a convert. The shelves of his bookcase, and
the walls of his room, soon began to show signs of the change which
was taking place in his ways of looking at men and things. Hitherto a
framed engraving of George III. had hung over his mantel-piece; but
early in this, his third year, the frame had disappeared for a few
days, and when it reappeared, the solemn face of John Milton looked
out from it, while the honest monarch had retired into a portfolio.
A facsimile of Magna Charta soon displaced a large colored print of
“A Day with the Pycheley;” and soon afterwards the death-warrant of
Charles I., with its grim and resolute rows of signatures and seals,
appeared on the wall in a place of honor, in the neighborhood of
Milton.
XCII.
“I can’t for the life of me fancy, I confess,” wrote Tom, “what you
think will come of speculating about necessity and free will. I only
know that I can hold out my hand before me, and can move it to the
right or left, despite of all powers in heaven or earth. As I sit here
writing to you I can let into my heart, and give the reins to, all
sorts of devils’ passions, or to the Spirit of God. Well, that’s enough
for me. I _know_ it of myself, and I believe you know it of yourself,
and everybody knows it of themselves or himself; and why you can’t be
satisfied with that, passes my comprehension. As if one hasn’t got
puzzles enough, and bothers enough, under one’s nose, without going
afield after a lot of metaphysical quibbles. No, I’m wrong—not going
afield—anything one has to go afield for is all right. What a fellow
meets outside himself he isn’t responsible for, and must do the best
he can with. But to go on forever looking inside of one’s self, and
groping about amongst one’s own sensations, and ideas, and whimsies of
one kind and another, I can’t conceive a poorer line of business than
that. Don’t you get into it now, that’s a dear boy.
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