"He stayed on more than a week. He is there now, I daresay. He was
with me constantly--sat beside me at table. People said it was a sure
case, and congratulated me; and I--well--what else could I think? I
believed them. Looking back now, with my insight cleared by what came
after, I am bound to own that he said nothing in all that time. When I
tried to hark back to the community of feeling that had subsisted
between us long ago, he disregarded and passed it by. I am not
accusing him of behaving badly, remember. It is my own foolish
credulity alone which I have to blame; and oh, Miss Rolph, what
humiliation it has brought on me! It hunted me away home here. I dared
not, for shame, go back to Clam Beach, even to bring away my things."
"I do not follow."
"We went one day--it was yesterday, but it seems like years since, for
the gulf of misery I have waded across since then. There was a
clam-bake at Blue Fish Creek, and we were there. Everybody was there.
We were sitting apart in a shady place, waiting till the heat would
temper down. He was smoking or reading the paper, I forget which. All
of a sudden he jumped up and left me. I looked round. He was
addressing a lady who seemed unwilling to hear him. She tried to pass
on without noticing him. She had taken no notice of him at the Beach,
though they had been living under the same roof for a week. He
persisted in accosting her, and angry words passed between them. She
said she was free of him. He would not admit it."
"Who was the lady?"
"A Miss Hillyard of Chicago or somewhere. I am not acquainted with
her."
"That is my niece! The Gilbert Roe you speak of must be her husband."
"Husband? Ah! that may explain the cruelty of what he did next. And it
was cruel and humiliating to me! And there need have been no occasion
for it, if he had told me at the first that he was married. She
taunted him with my friendship. I heard her. And he--was it manly of
him?--he actually proposed to bring her to me, to ask if there was
anything between us more than old acquaintanceship!" Maida's voice
rose into a cry as she said it. She clenched her hands; and cheeks,
brow, neck, grew scarlet, and then she buried her face in her
handkerchief and sobbed.
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