True to his Colours: The Life that Wears BestWilson, Theodore P.
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True to his Colours: The Life that Wears Best
Wilson, Theodore P.
Christian life -- Fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"Things went on as I've been telling you, and were getting worse. Our
two hearts were getting further apart every day, and colder and colder
towards each other. This went on, and the breach kept widening, till a
few weeks ago. You'll not have forgotten, I know, poor Joe Wright's sad
end. Well, it was a few days after the accident that I came home much
the worse for liquor, I'm ashamed to say, and in a particularly bad
temper. Things had not been pleasant at the club. One of the members
had been breaking the rules; and when I pointed this out, I was met with
opposition, and the determined display of an intention on the part of
several others to side with the offender. Words ran high, and I spoke
my mind pretty freely, and received in return such a shower of abuse as
fairly staggered me. So I betook myself to the public-house, and drank
glass after glass to drown my uncomfortable reflections, and then went
home.
"The drink, instead of driving away my mortification, only made me more
irritable; and when I got into my own house, I was ready to find fault
with everything, and to vent the bitterness of my spirit on my poor
little wife. But, to my surprise, she did not answer me back, far less
repay my disparaging remarks with usury, which she might very well have
done, and would have done a few days before. I could not help seeing,
too, that she had been taking pains to make the room look tidier than
usual. My supper was ready for me, my slippers set by the fender, and
the arm-chair drawn up near the fire. I did not choose to make any
remark on this at the time; indeed, I got all the more cross, because I
was annoyed by the sense of my own injustice in being angry with her.
So poor Kate had but a sad time of it that night.
"However, I had made a note in my mind of what I had seen, and I was
curious to mark if this change in domestic matters would continue. To
my surprise, and, I am ashamed to say, not altogether to my
gratification, I found that it did continue. I was suspicious as to the
motive and reason for this change, and therefore not satisfied. So I
took the improvement in my poor wife's temper and conduct very surlily;
the real fact being, I now believe, that I was inwardly vexed by being
forced to feel that she was showing by her behaviour to me her
superiority to myself. But the change still continued, and I could
detect no unworthy motive for it; so at last Kate's loving ways and
patient forbearance got the victory, and then I began to look around for
the cause of this transformation. What could it have been that had made
my wife so different, and my home so different?
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