"Well, well! What does this mean? It's all nothing. Don't you be alarmed.
What's failing? It doesn't mean any thing; and I really hope, now that
he has actually failed and done with it, Boniface will be a little more
cheerful and liberal. Those parlor curtains are positively too bad!
Boniface ought to have plenty of time to himself; and I hope he will give
more of those little dinners, and cheer himself up! How is he?"
Mrs. Newt was dissolved in tears. She shook her head weakly, and rubbed
her hands.
"Oh! Aunt Dagon, it's dreadful to see him. He don't seem himself. He does
nothing but sit at the table and drum with his fingers; and in the night
he lies awake, thinking. And, oh dear!" she said, giving way to a sudden
burst of grief, "he doesn't scold at any thing."
Mrs. Dagon listened and reflected.
"My dear," she asked, "has he settled any thing upon you?"
"Nothing," replied Mrs. Newt.
"Aunt Dagon," said May, who sat by, looking at the old lady, "we are now
poor people. We shall sell this house, and go and live in a small way out
of sight."
"Fiddle, diddle! my dear," returned Mrs. Dagon, warmly; "you'll do no
such thing. Poor people, indeed! Why, May, you know nothing about these
things. Failing, failing; why, my dear, that's nothing. A New York
merchant expects to fail, just as an English lord expects to have the
gout. It isn't exactly a pleasant thing, but it's extremely respectable.
Every body fails. It's understood."
"What's understood?" asked May.
"Why, that business is a kind of game, and that every body runs for luck.
Oh, I know all about it, my dear! It's all a string of cards--as Colonel
Burr used to say; and I think if any body knew the world he did--it's all
a string of blocks. B trusts A, C trusts B, D trusts C, and so on. A
tumbles over, and down go B, and C, and D. That's the whole of it, my
dear. Colonel Burr used to say that his rule was to keep himself just out
of reach of any other block. If they knock me over, my dear Miss Bunley,
he once said to me--ah! May, what a voice he said it in, what an eye!--if
they knock me over, I shall be so busy picking myself up that I shall be
forced to be selfish, and can't help them, so I had better keep away, and
then I can be of some service. That was Colonel Burr's principle. He
declared it was the only way in which you could be sure of helping
others. People talk about Colonel Burr. My dear, Colonel Burr was a man
who minded his own business."
May Newt held her tongue. She felt instinctively that a woman of
sixty-five, who had been trained by Colonel Burr, was not very likely to
accept the opinions of a girl of her years. Mrs. Newt was feebly rocking
herself during the conversation between her daughter and aunt; and when
they had finished said, despairingly,
"Dear me! what will people say? Oh! I can't go and live poor. I'm not
used to it. I don't know how."
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