"Does it follow that she does not love me? If she did love me, but
thought that I loved Hope Wayne, would she not hide it from me in every
way--not only to save her own pride, but in order not to give me pain?"
So secret and reticent was he, that as he thought this he was nervously
anxious lest the junior partner should happen to look up and read it all
in his eyes.
Lawrence Newt rose and stood at the window, with his back to Gabriel, for
his thoughts grew many and strange.
As he came down that morning he had stopped at Hope Wayne's, and they had
talked for a long time. Gabriel had told his partner of his visit to Mrs.
Fanny Dinks, and Lawrence had mentioned it to Hope Wayne. The young woman
listened intently.
"You don't think I ought to increase the allowance?" she asked.
"Why should you?" he replied. "Alfred's father still allows him the six
hundred, and Alfred has promised solemnly that he will never mention to
his wife the thousand you allow him. I don't think he will, because he is
afraid she would stop it in some way. As it is, she knows nothing more
than that six hundred dollars seems to go a very great way. Your income
is large; but I think a thousand dollars for the support of two utterly
useless people is quite as much as you are called upon to pay, although
one of them is your cousin, and the other my niece."
They went on to talk of many things. In all she showed the same calm
candor and tenderness. In all he showed the same humorous quaintness and
good sense. Lawrence Newt observed that these interviews were becoming
longer and longer, although the affairs to arrange really became fewer.
He could not discover that there was any particular reason for it; and
yet he became uncomfortable in the degree that he was conscious of it.
When the Round Table met, it was evident from the conversation between
Hope Wayne and Lawrence Newt that he was very often at her house; and
sometimes, whenever they all appeared to be conscious that each one was
thinking of that fact, the cloud of constraint settled more heavily, but
just as impalpably as before, over the little circle. It was not removed
by the conviction which Amy Waring and Arthur Merlin entertained, that at
all such times Hope Wayne was trying not to show that she was peculiarly
excited by this consciousness.
And she was excited by it. She knew that the interviews were longer and
longer, and that there was less reason than ever for any interviews
whatsoever. But when Lawrence Newt was talking to her--when he was
looking at her--when he was moving about the room--she was happier than
she had ever been--happier than she had supposed she could ever be. When
he went, that day was done. Nor did another dawn until he came again.
Perhaps Hope Wayne understood the meaning of that mysterious constraint
which now so often enveloped the Round Table.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account