He seemed to have grown older as he sat looking from the window. His
hands idly played no longer, but rested quietly upon the chair. He shook
his head slowly, and repeated, in a tone that touched his friend to the
heart,
"No--no--it's no matter."
"But, Arthur, it's only my opinion," said the other, kindly.
"And mine too," replied the artist, with an inexpressible sadness.
Lawrence Newt was silent. After a few moments Arthur Merlin rose and
shook his hand.
"Good-by!" he said. "We shall meet to-night."
CHAPTER LXXVIII.
FINISHING PICTURES.
Arthur Merlin returned to his studio and carefully locked the door. Then
he opened a huge port-folio, which was full of sketches--and they were
all of the same subject, treated in a hundred ways--they were all Hope
Wayne.
Sometimes it was a lady leaning from an oriel window in a medieval tower,
listening in the moonlight, with love in her eyes and attitude, to the
music of a guitar, touched by a gallant knight below, who looked as
Arthur Merlin would have looked had Arthur Merlin been a gallant medieval
knight.
Then it was Juliet, pale and unconscious in the tomb; superb in
snow-white drapery; pure as an angel, lovely as a woman; but it was
Hope Wayne still--and Romeo stole frightened in, but Romeo was Arthur.
Or it was Beatrice moving in a radiant heaven; while far below, kneeling,
and with clasped hands, gazing upward, the melancholy Dante watched the
vision.
Or the fair phantom of Goethe's ballad looked out with humid, passionate
glances between the clustering reeds she pushed aside, and lured the
fisherman with love.
There were scores of such sketches, from romance, and history, and fancy,
and in each the beauty was Hope Wayne's; and it was strange to see that
in each, however different from all the others, there was still a charm
characteristic of the woman he loved; so that it seemed a vivid record of
all the impressions she had made upon him, and as if all heroines of
poetry or history were only ladies in waiting upon her. In all of them,
too, there was a separation between them. She was remote in sphere or in
space; there was the feeling of inaccessibility between them in all.
As he turned them slowly over, and gazed at them as earnestly as if his
glance could make that beauty live, he suddenly perceived, what he had
never before felt, that the instinct which had unconsciously given the
same character of hopelessness to the incident of the sketches was the
same that had made him so readily acquiesce in what Lawrence Newt had
hinted. He paused at a drawing of Pygmalion and his statue. The same
instinct had selected the moment before the sculptor's prayer was
granted; when he looks at the immovable beauty of his statue with the
yearning love that made the marble live. But the statue of Arthur's
Pygmalion would never live. It was a statue only, and forever. He asked
himself why he had not selected the moment when she falls breathing
and blushing into the sculptor's arms.
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