"I think it's a good plan to put a quotation like Kipling at the top
of the page whenever I write anything in this diary," Eleanor began in
the smart leather bound book with her initials stamped in black on the
red cover--the new private diary that had been Peter's gift to her on
the occasion of her fifteenth birthday some months before. "I think it
is a very expressive thing to do. The quotation above is one that
expresses me, and I think it is beautiful too. Miss Hadley--that's my
English teacher--the girls call her Haddock because she does look
rather like a fish--says that it's undoubtedly one of the most
poignant descriptions of adolescent womanhood ever made. I made a note
to look up adolescent, but didn't. Bertha Stephens has my dictionary,
and won't bring it back because the leaves are all stuck together
with fudge, and she thinks she ought to buy me a new one. It is very
honorable of her to feel that way, but she never will. Good old
Stevie, she's a great borrower.
"'Neither a borrower nor a lender be,
For borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry.'
"Shakespeare.
"Well, I hardly know where to begin. I thought I would make a resume
of some of the events of the last year. I was only fourteen then, but
still I did a great many things that might be of interest to me in my
declining years when I look back into the annals of this book. To
begin with I was only a freshie at Harmon. It is very different to be
a sophomore. I can hardly believe that I was once a shivering looking
little thing like all the freshmen that came in this year. I was very
frightened, but did not think I showed it.
"'Oh! wad some power the giftie gie us,
To see ourselves as others see us.'
"Robert Burns had twins and a rather bad character, but after he met
his bonnie Jean he wrote very beautiful poetry. A poet's life is
usually sad anyhow--full of disappointment and pain--but I digress.
"I had two years with Mademoiselle at the Bollings' instead of one the
way we planned. I haven't written in my Private Diary since the night
of that momentous decision that I was to stay in one place instead of
taking turns visiting my cooperative parents. I went to another school
one year before I came to Harmon, and that brings me to the threshold
of my fourteenth year. If I try to go back any farther, I'll never
catch up. I spent that vacation with Aunt Margaret in a cottage on
Long Island with her sister, and her sister's boy, who has grown up to
be the silly kind that wants to kiss you and pull your hair, and those
things. Aunt Margaret is so lovely I can't think of words to express
it. 'Oh! rare pale Margaret,' as Tennyson says. She wears her hair in
a coronet braid around the top of her head, and all her clothes are
the color of violets or a soft dovey gray or white, though baby blue
looks nice on her especially when she wears a fishyou.
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