"Well, then, there's no more to be said." His lips sought hers and
pressed them. His breath came heavily, with little irregular catches
in it.
She pushed him away and turned into the house.
"Don't be angry, Eleanor," he pleaded, trying to snatch at her hand.
"I'm not angry," she said, her voice breaking, "I just wish you
hadn't, that's all."
There was no reference to this incident in the private diary, but,
with an instinct which would have formed an indissoluble bond between
herself and her Uncle Jimmie, she avoided dimly lit porches and boys
with mischievous eyes and broad tweed covered shoulders.
For her guardians too, this year was comparatively smooth running and
colorless. Beulah's militant spirit sought the assuagement of a fierce
expenditure of energy on the work that came to her hand through her
new interest in suffrage. Gertrude flung herself into her sculpturing.
She had been hurt as only the young can be hurt when their first
delicate desires come to naught. She was very warm-blooded and eager
under her cool veneer, and she had spent four years of hard work and
hungry yearning for the fulness of a life she was too constrained to
get any emotional hold on. Her fancy for Jimmie she believed was
quite over and done with.
Margaret, warmed by secret fires and nourished by the stuff that
dreams are made of, flourished strangely in her attic chamber, and
learned the wisdom of life by some curious method of her own of
apprehending its dangers and delights. The only experiences she had
that year were two proposals of marriage, one from a timid professor
of the romance languages and the other from a young society man,
already losing his waist line, whose sensuous spirit had been stirred
by the ethereal grace of hers; but these things interested her very
little. She was the princess, spinning fine dreams and waiting for the
dawning of the golden day when the prince should come for her. Neither
she nor Gertrude ever gave a serious thought to the five-year-old vow
of celibacy, which was to Beulah as real and as binding as it had
seemed on the first day she took it.
Peter and David and Jimmie went their own way after the fashion of
men, all of them identified with the quickening romance of New York
business life. David in Wall Street was proving to be something of a
financier to his mother's surprise and amazement; and the pressure
relaxed, he showed some slight initiative in social matters. In fact,
two mothers, who were on Mrs. Bolling's list as suitable
parents-in-law, took heart of grace and began angling for him
adroitly, while their daughters served him tea and made unabashed,
modern-debutante eyes at him.
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