"It's your New England conscience, Eleanor; one of the most specious
varieties of consciences in the world. It will always be tempting you
to do good that better may come. Don't listen to it, daughter."
"I'm in earnest, Uncle David. I don't know whether I would be better
fitted to earn my living if I went to business college or real
college. What do you think?"
"I can't think,--I'm stupefied."
"Uncle Peter couldn't think, either."
"Have you mentioned this brilliant idea to Peter?"
"Yes."
"What did he say?"
"He talked it over with me, but I think he thinks I'll change my
mind."
"I think you'll change your mind. Good heavens! Eleanor, we're all
able to afford you--the little we spend on you is nothing divided
among six of us. It's our pleasure and privilege. When did you come to
this extraordinary decision?"
"A long time ago. The day that Mrs. Bolling talked to me, I think.
There are things she said that I've never forgotten. I told Uncle
Peter to think about it and then help me to decide which to do, and I
want you to think, Uncle David, and tell me truly what you believe
the best preparation for a business life would be. I thought perhaps I
might be a stenographer in an editorial office, and my training there
would be more use to me than four years at college, but I don't
know."
"You're an extraordinary young woman," David said, staring at her.
"I'm glad you broached this subject, if only that I might realize how
extraordinary, but I don't think anything will come of it, my dear. I
don't want you to go to college unless you really want to, but if you
do want to, I hope you will take up the pursuit of learning as a
pursuit and not as a means to an end. Do you hear me, daughter?"
"Yes, Uncle David."
"Then let's have no more of this nonsense of earning your own
living."
"Are you really displeased, Uncle David?"
"I should be if I thought you were serious,--but it's bedtime. If
you're going to get your beauty sleep, my dear, you ought to begin on
it immediately."
Eleanor rose obediently, her brow clouded a little, and her head held
high. David watched the color coming and going in the sweet face and
the tender breast rising and falling with her quickening breath.
"I thought perhaps you would understand," she said. "Good night."
She had always kissed him "good night" until this visit, and he had
refrained from commenting on the omission before, but now he put out
his hand to her.
"Haven't you forgotten something?" he asked. "There is only one way
for a daughter to say good night to her parent."
She put up her face, and as she did so he caught the glint of tears in
her eyes.
"Why, Eleanor, dear," he said, "did you care?" And he kissed her. Then
his lips sought hers again.
With his arms still about her shoulder he stood looking down at her. A
hot tide of crimson made its way slowly to her brow and then receded,
accentuating the clear pallor of her face.
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