Boarding schools -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Girls -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction
"Oh--what a little goose you are! How you harp upon that trifle!--and
how far do you think twenty pounds will go in the case of a girl who
wants every single thing that a girl ought to have? I thought this
dress,"--Brenda looked at her spotted white muslin--"was really quite
`chic' until I saw Honora Beverley's. I must say I don't like Honora
Beverley--of course you won't whisper it, darling--but she always
manages to put me in the shade. On the day of your fete when I wore my
pale blue silk, her real Parisian lace made me look commonplace. And
now, to-day, her white muslin must have cost pounds more than mine. It
is disgusting to be trammelled like this, and I am sure I am fifty times
prettier."
"Don't, Brenda!" said Penelope, suddenly. As she spoke, she laid her
hand on her sister's arm.
"What do you mean by `don't'? Why do you look at me in that queer way?"
"Because I can't bear you to talk like that--what's the good of fighting
and struggling for the impossible? You are not born in Honora's rank of
life, and you can never aim at dressing like her. You look very--yes,
very--"
"You needn't say it!" said Brenda, her eyes flashing with passion. "I
know what you think of me--I saw it in your face when I came up. You
are ashamed of me! It's a nice thing for one sister to be ashamed of
another, and I do my best--my very best--and you know what I wanted that
money for--you know it quite well. I could cry, but it would spoil my
eyes, and my eyes are my best point I mustn't shed a tear, though tears
are choking me, and I could--oh--I could sob--at your treating me like
this, when you know, too--"
"What do I know, Brenda? Brenda, what have I done?"
"You show it all in your voice, and in your eyes, and in your manner--
you're bitterly ashamed of me!"
"I should be very simple in my dress, if I were in your place," said
Penelope, "that is all."
"What can be simpler in all the world than sprigged white muslin with
blue ribbons and a blue straw hat with blue bows to match? If I could
think for ever, I could not imagine anything simpler."
"But all the blue ribbons--there are such a lot of them, Brenda. With a
white hat, it would have been sweet. But, never mind--of course you're
very pretty."
"Thank you for nothing, my dear--I don't owe my face to you, and I
wouldn't change it for yours, I can tell you."
"But tell me what you mean, for indeed, indeed I would help you, in the
right way, all I could."
"I hate that solemn, sanctimonious manner in which you are getting to
speak. You used to be such a nice, loving little thing, and for _you_
to reproach me for asking you to struggle to get me a miserable twenty
pounds--why, you know I told you that I hoped to be engaged soon. If
that comes off--and I see every likelihood of it, for he is very
_empresse_--I shall have as many jewels and dresses and furbelows as
your precious Honora, and perhaps more. And I'll be able to help you,
so you'd better not cast me aside."
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