Boarding schools -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Girls -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction
"Practically. I did wrong a little time ago, and it is reflecting on
me; and anyhow, of course it _is_ my trouble--and it's--Oh, Nora--don't
touch me--don't look at of! Go away, please--I'm not fit for you to
look at me. I belong to--to--the wicked people! Go away, Nora--you're
so pure, and so--so--sort of--holy. I am frightened when I see you--let
me be alone to-night!"
"It's your sister Brenda, it's not you!" said Honora, startled.
"Oh, don't blame her too much--please, please! She is my only sister.
Oh, what shall I do!"
Penelope flung herself on her bed and burst into a tempest of weeping.
Perhaps those tears really saved her brain, for the poor girl was
absolutely distracted. While she wept, and wept, and wept, Honora knelt
by her, now and then patting her shoulder gently, now and then uttering
a word of prayer to God. For this was the sort of occasion when
Honora's real religious training came strongly to the fore. She knew
that her friend was tempted, that something had happened which could
scarcely by any possibility come into her own life, and that if she did
not stand by her now, she might fall.
"But I won't let her," thought the girl. "I'll stick by her through
thick and thin. I love her--I didn't when I was at school, but I do
now."
After a time, however, poor Penelope's tears ceased. Honora bent down
and put her arm round her neck.
"I want to whisper something to you," she said. "I want to confide
something. I was not nice to you at school. I thought you, somehow,
not a bit the sort of girl that I could ever care for. Then, when I saw
you act as Helen of Troy and look so transformed, it seemed to me that
my eyes were opened about you, and I wanted to have you here much more
badly than I wished to have any other girl here; and since you came, I
have learned to love you. Now I don't love very, very easily--I mean I
don't give my deepest love. Having given it, however, I cannot possibly
take it back--it is yours for what it is worth. I know something
terrible has happened, and I want you to do right, not wrong, for it is
never worth while to do wrong. I want you to try and understand that
here, and to-night--it is always worth while to do right, and never
worth while to do wrong. So choose the right, darling; I will ask God
to help you."
"But you don't know--you can't even guess!" sobbed Penelope.
"Do you think you could bring yourself to tell me? We are all alone
here, in this dark room, for even the moon will soon set, and I am your
true friend. Don't you think you could just tell me everything?"
"Oh, I don't know--no, I couldn't--I couldn't!" Penelope rose. "I have
no words to thank you," she continued. "You have comforted me, and
perhaps--anyhow, I must have until the morning to think."
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