College teachers -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Social workers -- Fiction
"Why, isn't that dreadful," said Tom. It is always a little hard to know
what should be said in such circumstances. If the one who has just died
is close to us, we don't think about what to say at all, but if it is
only an acquaintance and we are merely a little thrilled by his going,
it is difficult; for decency requires a solemn look and a shocked word.
So Tom did what he could to be decent; and Nancy, who was staring with
half averted face out upon the garden, made no reply. She, of course,
knew all the secrets of Mary's heart and must be sharing her sorrow.
Accordingly, any words from him, other than sympathetic ones for Mary's
loss, would be untimely. Perhaps, even, she would insist upon remaining
in sisterly spinsterhood! "It's awfully tough, isn't it," Tom added.
"Yes," said Nancy, somewhat faintly, from the curtains. Nancy seemed
very much upset. Tom knew that Furbush had been a frequent visitor at
her house, and probably she had grown fond of him. He was not at all
aware, however, that Furbush's affair with Mary had progressed so far.
He could not picture Furbush marrying Mary--or anyone else, for that
matter--and he doubted whether Furbush would have married her. Still, it
appeared that Mary had cared for him, and now her little romance was
over.
"It's awfully hard on Mary, isn't it?"
"Yes."
Furbush was gone. Who would take his place? His place, an Assistant
Professorship--there was now a vacancy! A flood of excitement swept
through him. But how foolish to expect that it would fall to him. He had
taught but one year, and he was only twenty-five. People still spoke of
Harry Spear's having been given his Assistant Professorship at the end
of three years as a record-breaking performance. He knew perfectly well,
furthermore, that he had not made a startling success of it; not the
kind of success that makes a man jump from a Captaincy to a
Brigadiership. Still, he thought he stood quite as well as the other
young instructors in the department; and his "outside connections" were
considerably better. After all, a man's career in college counted for
something. And so, although he knew that the thing was impossible and
that what they would do would be to go outside for an older man, he
luxuriated for a moment in the picture of the Dean congratulating him on
his success. An Assistant Professorship and Nancy! The two were linked
in his mind as the sum-total of desire; and since he could think of
Nancy without thinking of the Assistant Professorship, but could not
think of the Professorship without thinking of Nancy, it is to be
supposed that Nancy came first.
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