And now, remember that there was no pride, no want of feeling to keep up
our Lord’s courage. He has tasted sorrow for every man, woman, and
child, and therefore He has tasted fear also; tempted in all things, like
as we are, that in all things He might be touched with the feeling of our
infirmities,—that there might be no poor soul terrified at the thought of
pain or sorrow, but could comfort themselves with the thought, Well, the
Son of God knows what fear is. He who said that His soul was troubled—He
who at the thought of death was in such agony of terror, that His sweat
ran down to the ground like great drops of blood,—He who cried in His
agony, “Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me,”—He
understands my pain,—He tells me not to be ashamed of crying in my pain
like Him, “Father, if it be possible let this cup pass from me”—for He
will give me the strength to finish that prayer of His, and in the midst
of my trouble say, “Nevertheless, Father, not as I will, but as Thou
wilt.” Remember, again, that our Lord was not like the martyrs of old,
forced to undergo His sufferings whether He liked them or not. We are
too apt to forget that, and therefore we misunderstand our Lord’s
example; and therefore we misunderstand what true fortitude is. Jesus
Christ was the Son of God; He had made the very men who were tormenting
Him; He had made the very wood of the cross on which He hung, the iron
which pierced His blessed hands; and, for aught we know, one wish of His,
and they would all have crumbled into dust, and He have been safe in a
moment. But He would not; He _endured_ the cross. He was the only man
who ever really endured anything at all, because He alone of all men had
perfect power to save Himself, even when He was nailed to the tree,
fainting, bleeding, dying. It was never too late for Him to stop. As He
said to Peter when he wanted to fight for Christ, “Thinkest thou that I
cannot pray to my Father, and He will send me instantly more than twelve
legions of angels?” But _He would not_. He had to save the world, and
He was determined to do it, whatever agony or fear it cost Him. St.
Peter was a _brave_ man. He drew his sword in the garden, and attacked,
single-handed, that great body of armed soldiers; cutting down a servant
of the high-priest’s. But he was only brave, our Lord was more. The
blessed Jesus had true fortitude; He could _bear_ patiently, while Peter
could only rage and fight uselessly. And see how Christ’s fortitude
lasted Him, while Peter’s mere courage failed him. While our Lord was
witnessing that glorious confession of His before Pilate, bearing on
through, without shrinking, even to the cross itself, where was Peter?
He had denied his Master, and ran shamefully away. He had a long lesson
to learn before he was perfect, had Peter. He had to learn not how to
fight, but how to suffer—and he learnt it; and in his old age that
strong, fierce St. Peter had true fortitude to give himself up to be
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